Wednesday, October 22, 2008;11:42 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Guessed what! Okay i must say that it is a miracle. A miracle happened on me todae. Im getting promoted to Sec 4 Express! Im like.. So So So So Happy, the happiness is beyond words that can be used to describe. Okay , basically went to school todae with a very heavy feeling. Stopped halfway and gave myself a few seconds to think clearly. Should i go to school, should i not go to school?.. I chose to go to school in the end, as i think it would be less hurtful to face the fact earlier, isnt it. Familiar school hall felt so different, felt like im a stranger to this place. I went in. I saw familiar faces( Edmund,Nicholas,Shuo Feng, Belinda, DengJu, BeeKuan), but hesistated to get close. Gathering all my guts, i went forward and greeted them via waving. A feeling, within me, made me clueless. I was in a heavy mood, BUT WHY THE EFF I KEEP FEELING THAT LAUGHTER IS BURSTING OUT OF ME.. Im so totally clueless, but i just felt like laughing out loud. Time to time, during the stupid police talks, i was laughing to myself for no reason. I tot im going crazy.. Suddenly, i felt someone tapped my shoulder. It was my FT, Miss Jolene. "Don, next year you will be retaining", Hellnote Stamped on my head. And once again i fell in dilemma. The next remark Miss Jolene gave, made me fall deeper into dilemma. What she said was : " No lah, You promote." And she turns and walk away.. Edmund,Belinda and Shuo Feng was like : OMG! DON! YOU PROMOTE!... They were on cloud nine. But, i was still in dillemma. What did FT's few sentence meant? What does she mean by i will be retaining and i will be promoting? If i am promoting, am i promoted to Sec 4 NA or Sec 4 Exp..? Again, i probbed. Programmes in the hall ended. Along the way back to class, i was still pondering over the same question, over and over again. Until, i could not tahan anymore. I sms`ed FT, hoping she would clear my doubts. I waited patiently for her reply.. *bzz bzz* Phone vibrated. Hastily, i pull out my hp and read the sms. I HAVE BEEN PROMOTED TO SEC 4 EXPRESS! I was in joy and tears. Congratulatory phrases from brothers and frens felt so warm, just like home. I floated to cloud nine. It felt like, i kena hospitalized, and suddenly, i tio 4D 1st prize 100big 100 small! And yeah, that was school todae. I went home, EDMUND came to my house to play my comp. I decided to give my grandma a surprise. I acted EMO @ the coffeeshop demanding her to give me house key and head home. After awhile, she came home. I fake fake bluff her i retained. And hug her, saying : I PASSED. She was so so happy, hug and pecked me on the cheek. Ok i think i must stop here for now, i've left out quite a few things, as i need to off my laptop ASAP due to the fact that a very foul burning smell is coming out from it...
To Edmund,Belinda,ShuoFeng,Nicholas bro, Jialing mei , and all those hu stood by me, enlighten me. Thanks for all the enlightments given, thanks for staying by me not letting me fall deeper. I think the best and the only word i can think of is a BIG THANK YOU!. <3Labels: Wat3rInHell. OMG MY COMP INSIDE TIO BURN =(
