ELLOS ALLL HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR....i noe abit late la lols but oni now got time to blog ma... New year this year... isnt as happy and as fun as last year... alot sad things happened... haiz... shallnt say much bout it bah... Im just afraid that..how shuld i say this leh.. its like.. my granduncle, has always been everyones favourite since he was small kid till adult... Cuz he is the most guai amongst the rest of his brothers and sisters... But... eversince he got married. Everything changed.. Haiz dunno wad to say la.. im just afraid, will i become like him in the future... Not as in i wanna be like him.. But things are unpredictable mahs, like my uncle last time so teng my grandma, den now little things also wan scold scold .. Den now my granduncle, last time so guai to my greatgrandma , now lei got wife liao, everything listen wife, kick my great grandma out of house.... haiz... =(.. Tot new year, everything will be better more fine, seems like its becoming worse instead.. So yeah la, basically on chuyi, went to my granduncle house to bai nian and also to fetch my great grandma to my 2nd granduncle's house also to bai nian lols.. After which from there i went to my grandma house(paternal side 1) to eat steamboat..Aftermath, went to greatgrandma house(paternal side 1) to bai nian, received alot of angbao there lols... Then got like alot ppl, 5th Gupo, 6th Gupo, 7th Gu po , and alot alot more la.. All i nvr see before 1 lols...Over there very bored lor nth to do 1, only see the dunno hu de daughter play maple -.- Bored until sms to anyone to pei me chat lols..And den.. and den ... oh ya went back to my 2nd granduncle's house to meet my mum to go home together.. so yea quite busy for me la run here run there -.=... Todae Chu Er, only go to my great auntie house to eat then come home liaos... This year de lunar new year like pass very fast lor... Very boring seriously .. lols... Maybe its a sign dats telling me that days ahead for this year is dull and boring too =P... Also already xi guan of rotting at home liaos so.. wadever LOLS... But at least this year de lunar new year, i get to drink quite alot =D.. Whisky, brandy, hooch, beers(carlsberg,tiger), jolly sandy~... lols...OH SHYT still haven do math hm wk ... gg.com... kkthxbye.
To emilia : lolmao, if can = sky will drop lors -.-
Hmms gonna be a short post for todae ~... Went to grandpa's shop in the morning to bring some things home(beer,drinks,sweets)... Bus-ed home afterwhich... While i was on the bus, i noticed alot ppl was staring/looking at me... At first i tot my shirt wear wrong side/pants nvr zip or something.. Den suddenly notice that they are looking at the bag of things im holding -.- Im like OH SHIT, im not suppose to carry alcohol -.- But hu cares theres no police =P... Reached home,put the things in place and went to my mum's house with my grandma... Chatted the whole day, and main purpose of going there is to have our pre-lunar new year eve reunion dinner lols.. Ate a scrumptious meal , STEAMBOAT with almost everything (fish, chicken,crab,crabstick,prawn,fishball,hotdogs,Yupiao,Dongfen,sotong,squid,cuttlefish,and alot more i cant remember lols...)... Nice food comes with nice wine too ~ My mum opened up a bottle of Cocktail wine(18% alcohol only) ~.. Its so far the nicest wine i've ever drink before... Its sweet, not bitter, very throat-soothing, not so burning hot feeling type... My grandma drank almost half the bottle -.- While my mum took 3 shots and me oni allowed to take 2 shots =(.. But at least better den nothing lols.. GONNA DRINK MORE MORE TML and the day after tml at my granduncles house weee... Kea imma go and dota a few round before going to sleep ~~ tataz~~
BORED.. lols tired until fall asleep in the living room while watching TV.. Went into my room to continue my sleep, but the minute i lay down on my bed, my eyes was wide open -.- So here i am, on-ed my comp to surf net awhile to try to make myself sleepy again lols... Woosh chinese new year in a 2 days time... ANG BAOSSSSSS!!! Tml will be going over to mum's house for pre-chinese new year eve celebration dinner~ Hahs nvr to say about liaos so... BYE~
lols fell asleep yesterday thus wasnt able to update =P.. So yeah, went to outram mrt to collect the album.. That guy is so easy to recognise as he told me he will be wearing red skinnies.. So met him, he pass me the album and i paid him $10(the remaining amount)..I was wondering why does the album feel so light -.- U see the box so big, yuan lai inside oni contain : Music CD, Lyrics book and limited edition notebook lols... Well after collecting the album i thought of heading back home, but the thought of the things i can do at home ( totally NOTHING), so i decided to pay a visit to old airport road market(kallang airport market).. Another reason why i felt like going there is becuz i TOT it was near outram MRT -.- BUT I WAS WRONG, it is quite far can -.- Me, a bus-idiot, phoned up and ask around for directions... Took bus 33 from the bus stop outside outram park mrt..It is a long 40 minutes bus ride, wads worse? ITS BLOODY CROWDED... Oh ya before i board the bus, a kind uncle initiate to guide me on where to get off as he is going there too lols.. Manage to secure a seat... Alot passenger alighted but twice as much boarded at the same time >=(.. Then a super funny thing happened.. A malay lady which was standing right infront of where i am seating, fell asleep while standing.. Weird , but that is not the funny part... She stretched out her hand and pulled my hair thinking its the friggin bus handrill zz.. She immediately apologise like theres no tomoro lols..I smsed my mum about it and you guess wads her reply ? Mum : GOT TAKE DOWN BUS NUMBER PLATE NOT? can go buy 4D leh, might strike also leh, cuz pull head ma, so head prize means 1st prize lor!... Theres like tons of Dotz appearing all over my head -.- SO LAME ! Finally arrive at the place, after 40minutes of "sandwiching".. Spend like 15minutes to walk around the whole market and decided my dinner of the day~... Tabao`ed 2 packet of LaoFuZi's Fried Kuay Tiao , 2 packet of Jackson's Fried Oyster, 1 packet of chicken rice, 1 packet of Sambal babeque fish.. Spent like $20++ on DINNER only lols.. Headed home after which.. Another funny thing happened while waiting for bus, i saw a couple on a passing-by bus , THEY LOOKED LIKE CLONES OF MY BRO AND JIE -.- I thot THEY ARE them, so i phoned my bro up and ask him if it was him, and he said no he is at Serangoon lols.. We were laughing like siao on phone.. Funny sia, so zhun a guy look so like him, and the gal beside the gal look so like my jie !! .. Reached home, enjoyed the food while watching TV, ITS DELICIOUS I TELL YOU! MUST TRY !!..Soon after the hefty meal, i went to sleep as i was dead beat tired, after loads of walking( i walk quite alot to find the bus stops and even overshot the bus stop, thus walk walk walk lols)... Today, school, haiz same thing, boring lols.. But time todae past fast... Argh! i dunno how to do the math hmwk -.- Chiaos gotta go chiong my math hmwk~
School isss sooooo boring today.. -.- English period most sian, 4 periods sia... English 4 periods= 16 periods to us lor lols... No la todae quite ok cuz got test , same as usual the whole class is on semi-strike , cocked around but in the end still do her test lols.. ShuoFeng and Edmund came to my house to dota.. Edmund is starting to own liao den Ferlyn go garena chat us, den the game dc-ed LOLS... Edmund was screaming like crazy butch -.- Finally after weeks of waiting, the luo zhi xiang album that i preordered has arrive .. Gonna go collect my album now ~~` TATAZZZZZZZZZZZ
Ahhhh -.- cant concentrate in schools recently omgosh !!!.. So hard to concentrate during chem and geog lesson!! Well at least im finally able to catch up with math lesson and its homeworks... =P Seriously, staying at home BORES me BADLY >=O .. Kea gotta go out and shop for stationary.. chiaos... K before i go i wanna share this song which i found while ransacking my tons of memory cards to find a song for BELINDA... Its a song i like alot when i was in primary school, AND IT STILL ROCKS NOW lols...the song is fast paced but the lyrics is so meeting my mood lols.. Hafiz As'ari -"My Butterfly"
Why the fuck is everyone wanting to die, suicide wad ever shyt... Jump building , abuse alcohol to death... Do you even fucking think of people around you when you say all this hurtful words... You wan die? She wan die? So fun rite? U all dun die la i die better.. AHHHHHHHHH.. This is the final year, 1 of the important year of my life, im trying my best to strive for a good future, and all this is crap is happening...? Pls teach me... Tell me how i can balance studies and at the same time being able to help out my family... Please forgive me if i ignored and dao you, i dont mean to, im just.. staring in blanks, falling deep into my thoughts...
Im sad, my heart is in a whirl.. Im troubled.. Im worrying with trembling hands, trembling with fear of losing my grandpa... Although he is naggy, strict and fierce, but its all out of concern for me.. He loves me deeply.. Recent words said by him is making me worry for him... If only i have the ability to help him cope with things, he wont be so stressed out.. If only my uncle can be more understanding and caring, he wont be so sad...
Words are hurtful. Why abuse words that hurts. With problem comes solution, no thing in this world cant be solved. Pls dun curse death to yourself. Its not funny, you may think it is but it isnt. Suface words are nothing to you, but it is deeply carved into our hearts.. Death, your road to freedom our door to forever sadness. Darkness will end soon, please don't enter it and leave us.
Dangness, the 2 trip to poly sure makes me even more confused -.- Thursday's trip to NYP(nanyang poly) while friday's trip was to TP(temasek poly). NYP's trip is so totally useless la, we are supposed to be split into routes(groups) but we wasnt due to NYP having some "human error" -.- TP's trip is so much better den NYP, their student is sooo friendly la.. There are so much info of the course given, super clear explanations.. Im currently interested in Computer engineering, Marketing, Game design.. Seems so cool, but i am still considering whether i should continue studying or start working after O'Lvls .. At TP , the "tour guide" led us round Engineering school and Design school only.. Belinda is sooo LOUD -.- Screaming for the whole tour.. Going around asking for balloon lols -.- The tour ended soon and almost everyone went home straight -.- I was quite unsatisfied as i intended to tour their IT school also... Joshua stayed back as he wanted to tour the rest of TP too.. So me and joshua decided to tour the rest of the schools on our own lolmao.... On the way, we met joshua's "senior" Jamal and gang lols... They joined our touring trip, but it seemed more like they became the "leader" lols.. They led us to IT school over there a helpful TP student volunteered to bring us around IT school.. There were lots of game booth, we all "bullied" Jamal forcing him to play every single game booth we go to.. lols... So we toured the whole IT school.. I was so dam tired so i left at 6pm.. Tp there de bus stop is soooo effing crowded by then.. Im only able to board to 3rd bus -.-, as the 1st 2 bus was full, exploded with ppl -.- Took bus 15 , alighted at Edmund's house there de bus stop.. Was suppose to change bus but i realise that my ezlink card had only 20cent left, and i had no more coins left T.T .. I phoned Edmund and Shuofeng to ask whether i am able to take bus if i oni have 20cent left in ezlink card. Both of them say yes, but im still in doubt... I decided to cab home .. *10 minutes later* BLOODY HELL WHY NO TAXI 1 knnz.. Was starting to run out of patience, thats when i boarded bus 51, * pi pi *, YES! lols i shuld have follow Edmund and Shuofeng's confirmation earlier -.- Finally reach home at 6.45pm.. Super tired by then... Bathed, play psp till fall asleep lols.. Woke up at 2am by my psp game's music -.- I offed it thinking i can continue sleeping , BUT NO my eyes are wide open -.- So continue playing psp till eyes starting to close den off it and Off i go to dreamland ~
ARRGGGHH! STRESS AH!!!... lols it is only the 4th day of school and i can already feel the stress man.. Homeworks are starting to increase as day passes.. FINALLY MAN, 1st time in my secondary school life that i've actually completed my math homework and actually managed to not fall asleep during maths lesson ok.. xD I shall push myself with my own will power, test my patience, stretch my own limitations, and i shall see how much stress i can tahan.... Have been thinking for quite a long time already, whether i should further my studies after O'levels.. Poly or ITE, or should i stop schooling? But without poly cert, its realli hard to find a job with average 1.5k monthly income.. But at the same time, im still unsure if i can change myself to those study type.. Haiz we'll see bout that later =X Was chosen for STI(student teacher interaction) today, lucky number 1 lolmao... Miss chan asked bout me, my future, my family and gaved me lots of "guides"..One thing that she said made me felt guilty.. I've always been treating my grandparents and mum as my future's burden, which is wrong... very wrong... Miss chan is right, i shouldnt treat them as my burden, instead, tranform it into encouragement(tui dong li).. And yeah, after few hours of thinking, i shall try to change bah.. This has been the most enriching STI session i've ever attended.. Changed loads of things. eg : most of my thinkings are actually incorrect.. Im seriously super interested to know what will happen to me in the future, will i really be ablee to change my negative attitude to negative? Well i guess only time can tell, so yeah, lets see bout it.. I noe only actions count, word doesnt mean anything.. Thus i shall try really try my best... !
To Belinda : lolmao u super funny la, say thankyou so many times.. dat day i pass u key u already say le wad -.-
YOyorh peepers~! Was lazy to blog but since im super bored now, so why not? Im like super excited on the 1st day of school la, felt like primary school kid sia lols.. Somehow felt quite comfortable when i took my first step into school, not noeing why, but just felt so "at-home" o.0... Saw and greeted Mr choo, he asked me not to fool around already, last year must concentrate. Familiar faces starts appearing once i step into hall, faces of classmates and teachers. As expected, its principal speech again.. But this time its NEW principal , Mr Goh was his name .. Somehow he looked familiar, either i've heard his big name before or i've seen him before lols.. HIS SPEECH TOOK HELL OF A LONG TIME LA CAN, not because he got alot to say but because HE SPEAKS LIKE A TURTLE , SO SLOW LA lols. Talked to us bout financial maciam we are bussinessman -.- Still we a able to endure his whole speech, and it ended in a blink of an eye despite of him talking so slowly lols, maybe its fast cuz i was half alseep.. *Drum roll* , New form teacher award goes to MISS DENISE CHAN, yes she is our new form teacher... And ANOTHER BIG HURRAY, NO MORE MDM LOW~ After the long speeches, we went back to class, FT settled some class admin thing and the day is almost over. Attended 1 period of lit and 2 period chem.. For the whole day i was wondering if i can relli try my best to study... I've always been bo-chap study type, nvr listen to lesson type, nvr do homework type.. Can another miracle happen? I think all this bad habit can only be erased by my own hardwork bah... I SHALL TRY TRY, no I MUST TRY TRY .. GANBATEH, AH DON YOU CAN DO IT!
To Velda : kk =) To Farizuan : lols purposely last minute go buy meh lols~ To SF : lolmao.. To Jialing : o.o lol @ wad? To SF : lolmao ty la, but 1st 1 no present LOL~
HAPPY 2009 peoples.... heh i noe its kinda late =X Time sure pass fast sia.. O'level already, i seriously can feel the pressure.. Super excited about school reopen, felt like a primary 1 kid lols.. Yesterday's count down party is kinda boring and short -.-.. Met my bro and jie at around 7 plus, bus`ed to toapayoh CC.. Ate ban mee again lols, but i dun mind as its nice ... Walked around slacked cuz nothing much to play.. Bro suddenly remember that we didnt prepare party spray and its already freaking 9.45pm.. We rushed like mad dog, circled whole toapayoh centre AND FINALLY we found the shop that sells party spray and its open... Dragged our tired feet back to the CC and get ready for countdown.. 5 ~ 4 ~ 3 ~ 2~ 1 HAPPY NEW YEAR... Me and jie ran like crazy to "gangbang" bro lols, crazily spraying him with the party spray. His whole hair is filled with the snow white spray lor lols, but quite chio la lols.. Then something made me super sian diao. After countdown, and after few minutes of mass spraying we are super dirty thus went to toilet to clean up.. The minute we are done, we went back to CC and BOOM maciam magic, everyone gone -.- Felt like : 5-4-3-2-1 GO HOME! -.-... Haiz but still ok la, overall we did had fun... Tml sch reopen liao sia, 4 hours later to be exact -.- Dam , wonder if i can wake up lols.. Kea la shall stop here, super sleepy liao... NITES PEOPLE!
