Wednesday, January 7, 2009;10:04 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
ARRGGGHH! STRESS AH!!!... lols it is only the 4th day of school and i can already feel the stress man.. Homeworks are starting to increase as day passes.. FINALLY MAN, 1st time in my secondary school life that i've actually completed my math homework and actually managed to not fall asleep during maths lesson ok.. xD I shall push myself with my own will power, test my patience, stretch my own limitations, and i shall see how much stress i can tahan.... Have been thinking for quite a long time already, whether i should further my studies after O'levels.. Poly or ITE, or should i stop schooling? But without poly cert, its realli hard to find a job with average 1.5k monthly income.. But at the same time, im still unsure if i can change myself to those study type.. Haiz we'll see bout that later =X Was chosen for STI(student teacher interaction) today, lucky number 1 lolmao... Miss chan asked bout me, my future, my family and gaved me lots of "guides"..One thing that she said made me felt guilty.. I've always been treating my grandparents and mum as my future's burden, which is wrong... very wrong... Miss chan is right, i shouldnt treat them as my burden, instead, tranform it into encouragement(tui dong li).. And yeah, after few hours of thinking, i shall try to change bah.. This has been the most enriching STI session i've ever attended.. Changed loads of things. eg : most of my thinkings are actually incorrect.. Im seriously super interested to know what will happen to me in the future, will i really be ablee to change my negative attitude to negative? Well i guess only time can tell, so yeah, lets see bout it.. I noe only actions count, word doesnt mean anything.. Thus i shall try really try my best... !To Belinda : lolmao u super funny la, say thankyou so many times.. dat day i pass u key u already say le wad -.- Labels: Wat3rInHell signing off ~ Lets hope and strive for a better future
