Monday, June 1, 2009;3:30 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Hmmms, it's been quite awhile since i last updated... Alot ppl has been asking me to update my blog cuz its so DEADDDDD~~.. lols.. I noe its dead, its in the very 1st tab of my firefox window(which is always opened)... Just that, theres nothing much for me to share about, cuz mainly are "UnshareAble" secrets and my life is just plain boring~ Nothing much happened, only one, but well its plainly my own wishful thinking so yeah shallnt talk about it, plus i dun wanna lose that friendship. Today is the BIG day, Chinese O'level just ended... Wonder how i fared, hopefully its a loosen load off my shoulder... Did quite good for my Si Han(informal letter writing), despite forgetting to write the ending format(which might cost 2-3marks), i think scored quite well for it.. I took like 20minutes or lesser to write 787 words, 1st time i wrote so much for chinese letter and 1st time i even concentrate like shit to focus. But i totally messed up my Bao Zhang Bao Dao(Newspaper writing), cuz i was like taking my own sweet time finding words in my dictionary to fill up the blanks for the Letter writing part, and when i notice it, i already lost 30minutes. Then i realised that im gonners, cuz the Bao Zhang Bao Dao's topic is so not good to write la can. I flustered, despite being able to complete the whole thing, i think i flunged BaoZhangBaoDao lols... Hopefully at least manage to pass , just nice pass also can la.. Then came Paper 2, shallnt say more bout it cuz no matter how nicely or how badly i answered the question, im never able to predict the score, cuz its a matter of luck =X. So yeah la, hopefully B3 jiu can ler, i dun wanna retake =(. Sometimes, i dunno la i just hate myself.. Even though my frens reassure me that no 1 is backstabbing me, i am pretty sure theres one or two out there backstabbing me. Anyways, for those who are, just go ahead lor i wont give a damn i tell you 1st. You wanna gossip, you wanna backstab just do it, say it in my face even better. Know your own limits tho, dun add in things that never even happen in first 1st place can le. At times, i dun understand human's behaviour, different people really is different... But anyways dun be so proud , improving does not equates to being the top, dont look down on people, cuz there always some other people lookin down on you.Maybe i say too much lols, maybe im at fault too, but cant you just tell it in my face? Friendship, Loving someone, Studies, Family... Hmms at least Family problems isnt surfacing much, and its getting better den last time... Friendship , welll not bad , at least having more frens to pei me joke around, and recently added 2 new piglets(~VELDA AND PRIICIA~) into my life =D... Studies are getting worse, i noe my reseults is slipping but i will push myself to try to make it better, hope it doesnt turn out like my maths mark( tried so hard, yet F9...). Loving .. Someone.. Hais, my mum's word of advise turns out to be so true. She told me this last week(cuz she was some hongkong movie about one sided love) : "Relationship is the most problematic situation to handle in life. You ah, dun follow the movie stupid stupid go like someone who doesnt even notice you(yes-.- my mum hit the jackpot~), its the stupid`est thing to do. So what if you love/like that girl crazily, so what if you try so hard to look good to impress her, if she don't even notice you, congratulations you've just wasted your time,love, effort and earned yourself few weeks or months of heartache..." After she said dat den i realised, wow so true can?... Den i fake fake ask her : " den if dun like girls , den how guys get married." Her reply is : " wait for girls to like you lor " im like.. d0tz d0tz d0tz, like ya.. as if someone will like a ugly pig.. LoLs, like wadever la. at most go adopt a daughter when im old.. Hmms, gonna go have my lunch liao, dunno when is the next time im gonna post.. Ciaoz~Labels: Wat3rInHell signing off ~ Love.. hahahahas wad a joke -.-
