Monday, May 10, 2010;6:33 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
I've changed from bad to worse. And i simply hate the change.. Why have i changed over such a small thing, the worse part of it is : "HOW CAN I LET SUCH SMALL STUFF INFLUENCE ME?" I must go back to who i am, back to the old Don who never met YOUUUU.. Why can't i just learn from all the lessons, why can't i just forget you...? Why do i get so fucking angry and jealous of the guy who gets to be with you? Is FRIEND the highest standard i can achieve? Am i really that inferior? Am i really that fat and ugly? I hate the fact that i get emo and frustated over you... Friends ever scolded me : " Don why you so 不要脸. People dun like you, why you still 死缠烂打? It shows that you are just a wimp, a sore loser" . I'm sorry but i just don't know what is wrong with my mentality.. Maybe i've become mentally insane, maybe i should consult IMH soon.. Ah fck la!Labels: Wat3rInHell signing off ~ I'm a mental patient ~