~Alwaes Be Happy~

2010-08-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

Had a great photography outing with Jia Jun, Sebastian and Wei Jin!. Had our lunch @ Just Acia, cheap and delicious intro by Jia Jun. Its a japanese food outlet, with free flow of drinks and Ice cream! We challenged each other to see who can make the nicest ice cream. My initial idea was to make a twin tower, but unfortunately it collapsed -.- Played with the ice creams like some p.school kids, but who cares as long as we had fun ! Walked to Fort Canning park and started snapping away. Saw a snake at the entrance, it had just finished its lunch just like us ( there's a lump from withing his stomach). Wei Jin : " The snake ate as much ice cream as we did at Just acia!" Wei Jin named a cat that we saw on our way : Luo xiao mao! (Its name soon became Luo MiaoMiao and Luo miao Oh-.-(Romeo) ) We got lost on our way to Fort Canning museum, cool -.- . With our smart human instinct we managed to find our way though :D. Teacher Tan Jia Jun taught us alot of photography techniques at the museum. One of it was to focus on a object and blur out the rest. Played with Jia Jun's Bling Bling lens( i don't know what's the real name of it). Aftermath we train`ed down to Clark Quay. Slacked for a moment to enjoy the atmosphere. Jia jun commented that they had taken away my virginity, as i had never been to Clark Quay, it was my virgin trip :7 . Smoking + drinking + enjoying the waterfront view = SHIOK MAN!. Time surely past fast, it was time for us to pack up and go home. Though it was just a 4hours trip, we had lots of fun making it feel like we had been playing for 24hours. It was very enjoyable and educational outing ( learned how to look at hot babes! :X Just joking. Learned alot of photography basics). Thanks for the night bros, and we'll surely organize more of this outings together!

2010-08-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

People changes. You've changed, i've changed. I just don't know why my misses for you wouldn't change lesser. Why can people around me let go of stuff so easily while i can't? Gosh seriously i need a brain wash. Why isn't my life going the way i wanted? Life has been going down hard on me recently, I really wish there's a talking wall. I'm so sick of talking to a wall who doesn't reply. How i wish for the impossible to be possible. It isn't possible for time to turn back for me, i really wished i could chat with you like before. I never had such great times before i met you. Here i am back to my lonely life, i hate it seriously. It's so fcking dull without your laughs and voice. I'm so sick of emo`ing, i'm tired of noting down emo diary into my phone... Argh, it would be great if my house is right beside the sea. Residing beside the ocean is so stress-relieving. But now, i could only imagine myself sitting by the sea to chill myself down. Peace out people, time for a stick by the beach.

2010-06-23T11:12:00.014+08:00

While walking past the same old block, my heart sank for a moment. I noticed the stone chair sheltered by the familiar bus stop. A faint shadow appeared to be sitting there, it was a girl. She was looking down on her phone, a earpiece was plugged into it. She was listening to musics as usual. By now i'm very sure it was my hallucination again. In my imagination, she raised her head smiling, and waved. That warmed smile of hers, it never fails to melt me down to puddles of water. Even though it was just my imagination, it felt real. You were always there on that sit, smiling and waving to me when i arrive (alright, i'm always late -.-). I walked away, i understood what had just happened. I still miss you. I don't know why, i know i've already done what i've possibly could to forget you. I really couldn't understand why am i still hallucinating. Walking past the bus stop as i took out my cigg, i pondered for a moment. All of a sudden i recalled a promise that i've promised you : " Okay i promise you i won't smoke for no reason". Then i noticed i have had broken that promise for god knows how many time. Little wondering if you still remembers it, or would you even remember who i am? Its true that i have to let go the past, what's not mine could never be mine. But i simply just can't forget you. Sighs. On a side note, I'm sure you're not happy at all. I fail even as a friend. Despite knowing you're down and upset, i did nothing for you. For the past few days i've been wondering over and over again. Should i text you? Should i add you back on msn/ facebook to chat with you? Is there seriously anything that i can help to make you feel better? I want to, i really really want to help. But i seriously don't know what i can do. Words ain't gonna get through you. I don't mind wasting my time to spend hours to think of preaches that'd help you once again, but will it work for now? I'm in complete dilemma, I'm like a complete retard... I really wish for your smiles to be true and heart warming once again. I don't wish to see a couple of swollen eyes, Please...

2010-05-10T18:33:00.003+08:00

I've changed from bad to worse. And i simply hate the change.. Why have i changed over such a small thing, the worse part of it is : "HOW CAN I LET SUCH SMALL STUFF INFLUENCE ME?" I must go back to who i am, back to the old Don who never met YOUUUU.. Why can't i just learn from all the lessons, why can't i just forget you...? Why do i get so fucking angry and jealous of the guy who gets to be with you? Is FRIEND the highest standard i can achieve? Am i really that inferior? Am i really that fat and ugly? I hate the fact that i get emo and frustated over you... Friends ever scolded me : " Don why you so 不要脸. People dun like you, why you still 死缠烂打? It shows that you are just a wimp, a sore loser" . I'm sorry but i just don't know what is wrong with my mentality.. Maybe i've become mentally insane, maybe i should consult IMH soon.. Ah fck la!

2010-04-29T06:22:00.006+08:00

Wednesday 28th April 2010.
Boring school day started as usual. Woke up at 6am , get ready and stuff, left house by 7am.. Arghhh first lesson, MATH !!! As usual, Tcher wrote question from the textbook and we're suppose to complete the question. Then came recess, HURRAY! Same old group of friends; Jiajun, MunTat, YiJing, WeiJin, Daniel, Sebastian, AikWee and me, went to the coffeeshop to makan(simply cuz school food is so ex and it sucks so bad!). Me, MunTat and Jiajun went to the staircase behind for our usual smoking session, while the rest go order their food first.. High man, cigg after a boring lesson = SHIOK!. While smoking Jiajun asked me what kind of Zippo lighter i like. Without any hesistation i told him i prefer those with Oldschool designs(Harley Davidson, Dragon, Beer brand designs). Finished up the last puff as we joined back to the group. Time flies, and soon recess time ends. Math lesson starts again ! =.= During Math lesson, Jiajun again asked why do i like Zippo lighter so much, and how much does 1 cost.. Simple, Cuz its cool and it cost around $25-$100 over. Math ended, time for HMC(Hydraulics Motion control), EMC(Electro-Motion Control) theory lesson. Instead of attending the lesson, some of us went to the class beside it to find our form teacher to apply CCA. Chose Bowling and Photography, actually intended to choose billiards instead of bowling, but its a tad too far(its at Orchid Country Club) and the best part is that there's only 9 tables that will be shared with 30+ peoples.Lesson ended, walked down to Sebastian's house to lend his home clothes to some of us, if not can't enter the pool hall. Aftermath, walked to Tampines interchange and bus`ed down to Hougang plaza. I alighted at my house area(gotta grab my cue stick :D), while the rest bus down to plaza first. Bath`ed, grabbed my stuff and woohoo time for Poooooool!. Met Jiajun at HDB block near Hougang plaza and walked down to plaza together. Jiajun requested to take the stairs instead of the lift cause he wanted to smoke. While walking up the stairs, i saw the rest and asked : " Why havent you all start playing? " They replied :" Cause waiting for you ma!" Walked up one fleet of stairs and i got the shock of my life as they pulled out a Chocolate cake and started singing birthday song! Now i understood it all, they had planned it all along.Their mouth is effing tight can, i totally didnt sense it coming! JiaJun asked so much question about lighter bcuz he intend to get me 1 zippo lighter, but they kup money to get me a cake in the end instead. After the birthday song ended, i was asked to blow the candle and make a wish. *blows*. Cut the cake and everyone gets a piece :D ! It was the very first time i've ever received such a surprise from friends, the feeling was simply overwhelming. Thanks alot guys, i deeply appreciated the surprise! Though its 1 day before my actual birthday, but it'll always remain in my memory as the most memorable birthday present + surprise i've ever had! Once again, thanks Jiajun, MunTat, Sebastian, WeiJin, Daniel, Aikwee, and YiJing! :) After everyone finish their share of cake, we proceeded to the pool hall to play POOOOOLL :D! Super off-form i tell you, bcuz i still haven recover from the shock x.x. Game ended at around 5pm and bus`ed down to my mum's house to pass her stuff. Shall end here as its 7am already, time for school :). Thanks again for the surprise guys, and thanks to those who still remembers that today is my birthday :)!

2010-04-18T05:34:00.004+08:00

5.03am. Sitting at the old study corner where we used to slack at.. Rivers of memories floats into my vision. The jokes that we've cracked, the laughs we've had. The serious look of yours, the adorable smiles of yours, the pretty eyes of yours, they are clearly imprinted in my heart. Though months had past, it now felt like it's only yesterday. Laughing at myself, as i remembered how i used to catch glimpse of your smile and stare at your beautiful face when you're not noticing. All those fun we've had back then, its so lively. Cold wind brushes past my face, pulling me back to reality. Its so dark and quiet at this moment, everything's gone. The "pen" in my hand became a cigarette. Its just me, sitting here smoking all alone. It's a memorable past of mine, i wonder if its yours too..?Doubt so... Thanks for all the memories, thanks for all the fun you've given me, thanks for letting me experience what it's like to really want someone so badly, i've never been so happy before. Wind stopped blowing, and soon its time for me to leave this happy place. How i wish i could be in the chapel, to look into your lovely eyes and to put the ring onto your finger , its something that's impossible. I cant bear to part this place, just like how i dun wish to lose you. But it's a fact i've to accept, its never easy to let you go. But i'll still keep on trying as life still goes on, time wont stop for me, neither will it stop for you. Hope you'll be happy, and do well in your life. Sincerely wish that you'll be side by side with someone that will really love you and take care of you, to make you smile again. For the last time, sorry. Take care.

2010-02-20T02:19:00.007+08:00

Moody days are somewhat over..., i guess :) Okay lah at least for now :D. Felt like blogging todae as im in a upbeat mood ! Went out to toa payoh in the afternoon to pass my mum her hp bill, and she gave me her personal cue stick (pictures are uploaded in my facebook) ! She kept it for quite many years already but she've only used it like once or twice only, mint condition hahas! Knowing that i've bad sore throat and haven had any breakfast, she cooked me a bowl of macaroni ! Though its just a bowl of macaroni, but its cooked with love, felt dam blessed can :D Aftermath, went out to see Chinese physician for my sore throat. The old doctor dam pro lor, just press press my wrist awhile jiu noe that its heatiness, and the main reason to it is because i drank pure alcohol. :/ He was like suddenly ask me : Did you drink alot of pure alcohol during new year? I stunned for a moment , answered yes with slight hesitant. As i'm still underage muh :X . Then he told me not to drink too much pure alcohol, especially during warm weathers, bad for health. And also advised me not to smoke warm cigarettes. There was like a total of 4 doctors in the room, 3 of them are practitioner's doctor. Abit paiseh when being asked whether am i drinking anot lols. The consultation was quick, but the waiting was a pain in the neck, i waited for like 1 hour plus sia -.- Luckily Pricia was chatting with me thru sms, Thanks girl :D! While texting her, i was watching Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 on my phone hahas ! :) Dam cute can, especially the Chipettes. After collecting medicine, bus-ed back down to Kovan coffeeshop to have dinner with my Grandma ~ Went home after dinner. Frantically took out cleaning powders to clean up the Cue stick box( its was kept for quite a long time so there's a tad of rust on the metal casing). Spent almost an hour to carefully clean up the casing, and its all shiny and all ready to use :D! Kept the cue and what awaits me was 2 bottle of carlsberg ! Hahas my grandma brought me 2 bottles of carlsberg . Drank while chatting with her , 1 word : SHIOK! . Life's been smooth for the past few weeks, nothing much happened. New year was okay, reunion dinner was a exception though, but dun wish to mention much bout unhappy matters. Bought quite a few stuffs before and after new year, spent all my ang paos money and working pay, am a broke ass now :P . Shall stop here for now, until next time ! :)

To MrAiko : Thanks for tag, tagged u back already. :)
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2010-01-13T01:45:00.007+08:00

Results .. Dun wish to talk about it...
Work... Can't believe im quiting my job already , tml's gonna be my last day of work already.
Life in future... Gonna go higher Nitec , well if i can get Distinction , then maybe i can go poly 2nd year..
Family... just one word : EVERYTHING...x3
Just when i thought i've see through things, another things lets me to see through again. Things are really very very very unpredictable, it never ends. I just wish i really can practice what i've preached, to not trust anyone, to not believe friends.. Family and myself is gonna be my everything, friends and relationship aint gonna be a tripping stone ANYMORE(hope so, at least i will continue trying).
Kea beh, no mood to update further. kkthxbye.

2010-01-09T00:57:00.005+08:00

Hmmm 7th day ended. With no fussy and annoying customers making me blur, like finally can -.- Todae's cash out is balanced ~ With my mum's advises, i shall forgive those backstabber's childish minds. My mum is right, i just have to make sure my cash out is balanced, other than that i'll have to care bout nth else. Though my mum doesnt read my blog ( she doesnt even noe how to on a computer ._.). This is for you mummy : "Although you're very outdated from youngster's world despite your young age, you have seen alot of stuff, thanks for teaching me your life skills step by step, thank you mummy i love you ~ " Well many people say my mum is quite young, but i dare to say that her experience in life wont lose out to all old aunties who have been on earth way longer than her. Hahas okay shall update other days ~ Chiaos~

2010-01-08T02:10:00.005+08:00

Hates backstabbers to the core. You put me in cashier, i already told you i can't cope it ler. My calculation is already bad, with all those fussy and annoying customers, making me panic, how the hell am i suppose to concentrate? Its my fault i noe, that's why i requested to transfer department. Haiz, screw it man. Seriously FUCK BACKSTABBERS ! ARGH, TAHAN TAHAN TAHAN TAHAN! ... Update other days bye~

2010-01-06T14:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was my 5th day of work, sry didnt update yesterday cause somehow abit reluctant to type =X Work was easy as usual, but problem is i was asked to change counter :O From a counter with lesser crowd to a counter with many many crowd :X Making it worse, i was having running nose again zzz ! Bad day indeed, i was thinking die liao lah, today sure bo balance again. But at the end of the day , ITS BALANCED ! Nvr over-change, nvr under-change = balance. Shiok must keep up with the good work. You might be wondering why i am posting here at this timing. My off day is suppose to be tomorrow , but i got something on at home today so i requested to change to today hahas :)) Okay got to go help out with stuffs liao, chiaos~

P.S. : Someone needs to wake up. But inorder to wake up from HER fantasies, SHE will have to fall a few more times. Blame me being evil or unhelpful, there's just nothing left for US to do if YOU don't even wanna bother absorbing our advices. If YOU do read my blog, YOU should noe hu YOU are.

2010-01-05T01:45:00.008+08:00

Boomz goes 4th day of work. Today's time flew past quite hastily. Today we all have Yuying gang meeting okay xD Kidding lah hahas. Yuying people and 2 staffs were asked to stay at storeroom for meeting, basically our supervisor just wants to inform us about the upcoming new-year-crowds. All Re`fillers/Packers will be transferred to take charge of working as cashier from 20th onwards. She told us that we have to be faster,more serious and more alert than usual. Mainly because there's gonna be a huge crowd of customers and also crimes will be taking place during new year period. They come in sparsely separated groups that will go to different cashiers trying to confuse the cashier and steal money! So we have to be on-guard and be alert , not to trust anyone. Today's my first time attending meeting funny sia, quite cool. It wasn't a very solemn and strict meeting. Although its something quite important, but it was rushed through in a fun way(we cracked jokes in between hahas). Supervisor was asking if we have any friends to recommend them to start work ASAP, but problem is they dun want to hire females. Then she was like saying : we dun wan girls because guys are stronger and guys are more flexible. Den Beekuan came up with a comment : "then why do we always see only girls doing yoga?" Supervisor didnt catch what Beekuan said though so she was like asking us what did he say , ji funny lor hahas ~ Kea then after meeting, everyone back to working position and start their work of the day, tada~ Today my ShiFu didnt come, it was her off day and i was assigned to a young auntie, not very sure but from her accent i guess she's Vietnamese bah. She wasnt bad , but problem with her is that she is slightly short-tempered and dislike repeating stuffs. After a few times asking her the fruits and vegetable's fruits number, she starts raising her voice and her face turns black -.- But oh well, people do get annoyed so I SHALL FORGIVE HER GRACEFULLY MUAHAHA xD Today, we've got a new comer! CHERSEE joined us today hahas. He is also asked to work as cashier. Not bad lor , although today being his first day of work, he only overchanged $0.10. Today i under-changed $0.50 =X Oh and during the meeting , we were also told that all of us (yuying peoples) will only work till 13th feb(new year's eve) . As from then onwards, sheng siong won't be needing us anymore ~! Which means 40days more to go ~ Haiz, abit tiring but oh well , shall be glad that at least i have job , have abit of income, better den stay at home rotting xD. Okay so basically nothing else liao. OH YA, I AM SO GONNA BUY 羅志祥's NEW AlBUM WHEN I GET MY PAY! =X Must support 羅志祥-羅生門! The songs are super super nice muahaha, his dance is still as stylish as ever ! SHUAI DAI LIAOZ!. Okay time to go to bed NAO! BAIIBAII!

2010-01-04T02:22:00.007+08:00

Okay third day of work has ended. Woah , todays time sure past fast. A very busy and breezy day. Hmm its like, there's a huge crowd today. Non-stop scanning of stuffs, collecting of money, and returning of changes. But its not a very heavy or tiring task, you have to rush through with very high awareness but its not that tiring as compared to Re`fillers. If you're smart enough , YES i've started working as a cashier, a real cashier okay. I did panicked when i was handling money, not because of shyness, but fear of letting the next customer wait too long. Although there's only like 3-5 customers in queue, but it could take up quite sometime just to serve one customer( of cuz depending on what they've bought). Most of the time, you wouldnt see customer who just buy one or 2 stuffs, they come with at least half basket of stuffs ~ I've already tried to be very alert and careful already, but at the end of the day i still over-changed :(( Oh by the way over-changed means you returned too much money to the customer, like for example they paid $50 for a $45 stuff, you have to give them $5 back rite? But over-changed means you gave them $7 instead. That is what has happened to me today, i over-changed $2.20. $0.20 is because, i unnoticingly accepted a Indonesia $1 thinking it was a 20cent coin -.- Then as for the missing $2, i'm totally clueless why its gone. My ShiFu tell me she saw me giving a lady customer $7(one $2 and one $5 note) when im suppose to give her only $5. But its like i double checked the amount of $$ i take before i give it to the customer before i proceed to serve the next customer de. But even if i really give wrongly, and ShiFu also saw it, but why didnt she tell me? I'm not pushing blames onto anyone lah, but its like she can tell me she saw me giving the wrong amount , but why didnt she tell me on the spot, but only telling me when the supervisor was counting the day's earning? But haiz, bo bian maybe that's why TV always acted out how shrewed and scheming a person can be in the work field. On the way back home, on the bus i was seriously in deep thoughts. Regretting why didnt i treasure the moments in school, Working is seriously more tough den studying. Haiz regret also no point liao lor, only noe how to say, dunno how to put to use also no use rite.. Oh ya , just only working for 3days, mixing with malaysians, my chinese also become abit malaysian accent liao sia. Keep "几" here "几" there, "几 sian一下", "臭死 liao worrrrrr" , den "ren人" become "Len" . "那里几多 "LEN" -.- Quite cool lor, their accent, but maybe shall control myself from blending in. 怎么样讲我也是新加坡 mah ~ Oh procedure of my job is quite mono, pull basket closer to scanner> take out one stuff>scan> repeat till there's nothing left in basket> tell total amount>collect money>enter amount collected into system>press enter>*cash registry opens*> put in money>take out change>take receipt>give it to customer> REPEAT WHOLE THING ALL OVER AGAIN FOR 78721764643TIMES. =X I cant believe i kena chua tio by a pack of prawns. I was taking it out of the basket, THEN THE PRAWNS INSIDE SUDDENLY JUMPED ! I was shocked, throwing it back into the basket. Dam paiseh i tell you, luckily the bag is sealed can, if the prawns jump out i would totally scream my head off sia. Imagine lah, you are taking something out thinking its dead, AND IT SUDDENLY MOVED AND JUMPED ABOUT IN YOUR PALMS. After that "incident" i became very wary when i see seafoods in the basket. Other than the stupid prawns, i was cut by a bag of life crabs. Once again not knowing it was alive, i took it from its body, the claw swiped my hand -.- Again luckily my reaction fast enough, only kena cut instead of being clammed under its DEADLY CLAWS -.- . Well, I guess i'll keep on requesting for a change of department. I am simply too afraid to overchange again. Siong sia, everyday you see your money kena over change, keep being deducted, might as well dun work can -.- Okay lah nothing else to say liao, SLEEPING TIME BUAIZZ!

2010-01-03T01:14:00.007+08:00

Woots, xD 2nd day of work.. Ji tiring sia. Today den i noticed that i sprained my ankle yesterday -.- Limped for the whole day can.. Started working as cashier le. A personal code is needed to activate the cashier, i wasnt given that code so i still haven start serving customer yet. A lady will be working cashier with me, i was asked to call her ShiFu(master/teacher,ah w/e-.-), but i just called her Ah Siang( its somehow her name la o.o ). Because i don't have my personal code yet, so she took over me for the day, im like her assistant for the day. Basically she collects $$$$$ from customer and im suppose to pack stuffs that customers buy into plastic bags. Lazy to go into details cause there's quite much stuff to remember =X. Also working as cashier, i'm needed to memorise quite a number of codes, EVERY SINGLE ITEM IN THE WHOLE SHENG SIONG HAVE ITS OWN CODES . BUT, luckily i'm only asked to remember the codes of fruits that are more popular amongst consumers ( ji heng yi xia !) . Cashier belongs to a stress-leveled job i would say, cause its a service line( serving customers for the whole working day) , then you'll also need to seriously take care of the money , YOU CANNOT LEAVE THE CASHIER AREA. EVEN IF A PARANG IS FLYING YOUR WAY U ALSO NEED TO STAY BY THE CASH REGISTRY ! You to make sure everything stuff that customer is buying is keyed into the system, and all the change is given accurately, any missing $$ will be deducted from your salary, but too bad if theres more extra money found in registry it goes to the company instead :/ . So basically , I stand for like 7 hours and 45minutes? No sitting allowed :O Unlike refill`ers, whereas whenever you have completed your region of work area, you can take a break, even when you're stocking up stuffs you can take ur time , and take a breather in between. But for cashier, even if there's really NO ONE, you're still required to stand there -.- That's the worst part of being a cashier, in my point of view at least. Cashiers hates crowds, but somehow i personally feel that. Crowd is actually a good thing. At least when there's people, you 're occupied, there's something for you to do you see. Like for in my case, my leg is hurting like some bloody shit, when there's crowd, the work distracts me from thinking that my leg is pain, therefore the pain is being ignored. Whenever the crowd is gone, THE PAIN COMES BACK :O :(( !!!!!!! Maybe somehow, even though cashier isn't as tough as i thought it would be, i might request for a change of department. Because, i ytd said i was asked to learn to be cashier for like 3-4weeks rite? But problem is , i will still be taking back home $1080(Refill`er's pay) instead of $1100(cashier's pay), abit like cheat my money rite ? .$20 is also money lor :(! Hmmmz shall ask tomorrow~~ Okay my leg and backache is killing me already, gonna go bath> apply oilment( ji xiang old man jor), den GONNA FLY TO LALALAND! YAY! OKAYNITES!

2010-01-02T02:33:00.012+08:00

Wooo finally got the mood to update hahas. Everytime was asked why didnt i update my blog. Hmm short sweet answer : Lazy, nothing much to post. Heh, shall apologize for not blogging, but there's seriously nothing much for me to share, impossible ask me post what item did i found in maple or how many kills did i get in SuddenAttack and CounterStrike de mahh~. And yah, i noe its lame but due to boredom, i went back to playing maple ! hahas ji lame i noe but seriously no much new game interest me -.-. Mesos are useless in maple nowadays, with only $0.10 per million mesos, everyone can have godly item if they are willing to fork out around $10-$50 -.- Okay enuff of maple-talks. I STARTED WORK TODAE! 2nd work of my life, hahas thats one main reason to explain why im here blogging :P. I'm currently working at ShengSiong, PayaLebar branch. Just gonna work for one month while waiting for results to come out. I will really really try to stay for this 1 full month, rather den just work one day and quit( dun wish to go in to details, for some hu noe that i worked as waiter before shuld noe the story, bleh =P ). For the $$MONEY$$, i will and i must stay for the month !! Newcomers are supposed to learn to work as a cashier for like 3-4weeks, i've this great fear in me when i was asked to be cashier. ITS THE LAST FEW JOBS I WOULD WANT, first being waiter lah. Its like, im pretty introvert( at least thats what i think of myself). So when it comes to serving customer, i would feel very shy and abit self-withdrawn. AND I WOULD TOTALLY PANIC CAN, whenever i panic, my mind goes blank and i would start shivering and cant further deduce what is the next step i should do. I can already imagine how im gonna get laughters from colleagues and customers :O
So bascially todae is the first day of my job, Temporary Staff tag is worn around my neck, ji cool yi xia. Straight forward fact, yes, i am just a temporary worker. I'm suppose to start working as cashier todae, but dunno why supervisor ask me tml den start as cashier, oh well nvm. Okay so as i was saying, i worked as Stock "refill`er" today, Dry-food area is the area i am covering, i am suppose to see which biscuits/chocolates/keropoks/sweets/canned food/alcohols runs out, and im suppose to refill them up. There are stocks at the top of the shelfs, so refilling is quite easy. If there's no stock on top the shelf that i wanted, i've to run up to the storeroom to bring down BIG-BOXED stocks. Todae wasnt a good day, i ran up and down the fleet of stairs for at least 30+ times :O But NVM, ITS A FORM OF EXCERCISE MUAHAHAHAHA :X Its tiring but oh well thinking of the pay, 1k a month, its all worth my time ! Lunch is provided, and oh ya did i say our eating area is just beside the storing area? :( STOREROOM A.K.A "CANTEEN" EWWW! And did i mention another thing? THERE ARE COCKCROACHES IN THE STOREROOM A.K.A CANTEEN :O :((! The break is 1hours but i think i only took 15minutes . There's white rice, and a lunchbox consisting sauced-pork, VEGE(EWW!), vegetarian pop corn chicken(=.="). I just ate half of it only lor, the rice totally uncooked ! Tml onwards am gonna eat out , abit siong $$ but rather den go on hunger mah hahas. Working condition wasn't bad, dirty abit nvm 1 lah hahas, den oh ya. I'm under this guy, a malaysian, we call them Ah yong.. From what i see today, he is a very kind guy, he just asked me to make sure the stocks are in place, most of the heavy stuff he did it himself :O He was scolded for restocking the stocks too slowly, one reason becuz the china guy who is, under his department, went to help another department, and Ah Yong was too busy with other selves of dry foods, so leaving the biscuits area empty .. Haiz, ji poor thing you mei you ... Really hope can be under his department for the whole month lor, but haiz gonna be transfered to cashier department tml le i think, or at least by the end of the week :(.. Okay once again my blog is too wordy :P I would love to upload pictures of my work place BUT I GOT NO CAMERA PHONE AT THE MOMENT *CRIES* :((. My LG Arena died on me -.- Was texting my piggies(Velda and Pricia), den i was wondering : " eh why so long nvr reply 1 " .. Took a look at my fone, OMG CANT ON :O! At first tot battery flat, but sadly it isnt, left it to charge for like 5hours , still cant on, HAIZZZZ... So send it for repair , 1 WEEK !?!?! -.- Nvm my work shall distract me from missing my fone =P .. Okay wanna go sleep liao tml got work ~~ So ,(if there's anyone lah) IF there's any of you hu text me and i reply late, i shall apologise here, cause there's no spare time to check fone, its a very busy and fast paced job .. So sorry yah ~. Okay shall stop here liao, UNTIL NEXT TIME <3~!

2009-06-01T15:30:00.005+08:00

Hmmms, it's been quite awhile since i last updated... Alot ppl has been asking me to update my blog cuz its so DEADDDDD~~.. lols.. I noe its dead, its in the very 1st tab of my firefox window(which is always opened)... Just that, theres nothing much for me to share about, cuz mainly are "UnshareAble" secrets and my life is just plain boring~ Nothing much happened, only one, but well its plainly my own wishful thinking so yeah shallnt talk about it, plus i dun wanna lose that friendship. Today is the BIG day, Chinese O'level just ended... Wonder how i fared, hopefully its a loosen load off my shoulder... Did quite good for my Si Han(informal letter writing), despite forgetting to write the ending format(which might cost 2-3marks), i think scored quite well for it.. I took like 20minutes or lesser to write 787 words, 1st time i wrote so much for chinese letter and 1st time i even concentrate like shit to focus. But i totally messed up my Bao Zhang Bao Dao(Newspaper writing), cuz i was like taking my own sweet time finding words in my dictionary to fill up the blanks for the Letter writing part, and when i notice it, i already lost 30minutes. Then i realised that im gonners, cuz the Bao Zhang Bao Dao's topic is so not good to write la can. I flustered, despite being able to complete the whole thing, i think i flunged BaoZhangBaoDao lols... Hopefully at least manage to pass , just nice pass also can la.. Then came Paper 2, shallnt say more bout it cuz no matter how nicely or how badly i answered the question, im never able to predict the score, cuz its a matter of luck =X. So yeah la, hopefully B3 jiu can ler, i dun wanna retake =(.

Sometimes, i dunno la i just hate myself.. Even though my frens reassure me that no 1 is backstabbing me, i am pretty sure theres one or two out there backstabbing me. Anyways, for those who are, just go ahead lor i wont give a damn i tell you 1st. You wanna gossip, you wanna backstab just do it, say it in my face even better. Know your own limits tho, dun add in things that never even happen in first 1st place can le. At times, i dun understand human's behaviour, different people really is different... But anyways dun be so proud , improving does not equates to being the top, dont look down on people, cuz there always some other people lookin down on you.Maybe i say too much lols, maybe im at fault too, but cant you just tell it in my face?

Friendship, Loving someone, Studies, Family... Hmms at least Family problems isnt surfacing much, and its getting better den last time... Friendship , welll not bad , at least having more frens to pei me joke around, and recently added 2 new piglets(~VELDA AND PRIICIA~) into my life =D... Studies are getting worse, i noe my reseults is slipping but i will push myself to try to make it better, hope it doesnt turn out like my maths mark( tried so hard, yet F9...). Loving .. Someone.. Hais, my mum's word of advise turns out to be so true. She told me this last week(cuz she was some hongkong movie about one sided love) : "Relationship is the most problematic situation to handle in life. You ah, dun follow the movie stupid stupid go like someone who doesnt even notice you(yes-.- my mum hit the jackpot~), its the stupid`est thing to do. So what if you love/like that girl crazily, so what if you try so hard to look good to impress her, if she don't even notice you, congratulations you've just wasted your time,love, effort and earned yourself few weeks or months of heartache..." After she said dat den i realised, wow so true can?... Den i fake fake ask her : " den if dun like girls , den how guys get married." Her reply is : " wait for girls to like you lor " im like.. d0tz d0tz d0tz, like ya.. as if someone will like a ugly pig..
LoLs, like wadever la. at most go adopt a daughter when im old..
Hmms, gonna go have my lunch liao, dunno when is the next time im gonna post.. Ciaoz~

2009-03-18T02:55:00.004+08:00

Hey yo peoples , seems my blog has became a place for dust eh? =X Sorry for not blogging for such a long time.. Life's been boring,dull and repetitive.. Today is clone of yesterday, tomorrow is todays clone, why would'nt there be special things happening in my life.. It's the 3rd day of school holiday now, and im feeling so school sick.. During school days i've hated and have been complaining bout waking up late, but now its already holiday 24hours a day for me to spend but crazily i am waking up 6.30am every morning-.- Im seriously weird okay, i guess many of your are like that too=x.. Something is wrong with my body lately, its been acting very weird.. Normally i would have like 3 full meals a day, breakfast and lunch and dinner... But for the past few days, i've totally zero appetite.. I would feel bloated whenever i see or smell food.. Cuz i always wake up late , den my grandma would tabao food for me.. I usually would gulp down the food, but now i can oni finish 1/4 of it... Weird eh? -.- Maybe my body has a autorun program call AutoDiet.exe =P Oh ya, finally finally i dun need to use bloody lag laptop liaos woooo!!! Miracly my mum forked out $378 and lemme buy the parts to build a custom PC ... It might be a small amount to some of u guys but to me its already a blessing, A MIRACLE MAN!... Eversince childhood till now i've always wanted my mum to buy me something, cuz she hardly buy things for me... But i wont blame her, cuz she is the only breadwinner of the family =)... I so so so love my new PC even tho im more familiar with using laptop.. Suppose to go escape theme park todae for the science trail thingy but i didnt... I insisted on going but my grandma forbids as i was giddy and having chest pain... =X Oh yahs, im like so happy lahs. Me,Shuofeng and Emilia went for LuoZhiXiang autograph session!!! Wooo, super lots of people went sias.. We reached Simei at ard 3.40pm and the queue is already super long... I was sooo shocked when i see the amount of fan's luozhixiang have... We tcsspmg(talk cock sing song play mahjong) while queueing, random chats popping out of nowhere... Some gossips here and there... Till around 5pm finally the queue moved. Sit>stand>move>wait>stand>move -.- Super tiring i tell you.. Finally the time clocked 7pm and the autograph sessions starts and people gets to go into the mall closer to the stage.. And there he is, tall and handsome LuoZhiXiang standing on the stage. He sing and danced to GeZhongQiangShou and GaoDiaoAi...Afterwhich he starts autographing, but sadly he only signs lyrics books =(... As time past our turns gets nearer and nearer, and we can see luozhixiang more and more clearer. Till finally we are like 3meters away from him, walan i tell u he IS SUPER SHUAI 1 CAN!!! Gosh man, im crazily snapping down his image onto Emilia and Shuofeng's camera(cuz i forget to bring mine)...Theres also this surprise whereby if you know how to dance Luozhixiang trendyman's album inside de dance, u will be entitled to a pair of concert tickets in april.. Those ppl are totally bhb 1 can, dunno how to dance still wan go up and diu lian.. Got 1 even worse, dance until LuoZhiXiang zitao stun with wide opened eyes-.-And finally, its our turn to go out to the stage..Shuofeng went 1st,followed by emilia then me.. As i passed the lyrics books i stare at his face.. His complexion is godly and as he looks up i was mesmorized by his eyes, SO MACHO LAH =D..And he shakes my hand, OMG SO SMOOTH LIKE GIRLS HAND I TELL YOU!!!.. I totally fell in a dilemma, i want to say hi but was stunned just by looking into his eyes.. AND HURRAY I SECURED HIS SIGNATURE !!!! Super tiring after the queueing and squeezing from 3.40pm till 9.05pm but it is super worth it... Well tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me... 8am in the morning, theres this charity fund collection thingy, whereby we are required to take a can and go around to ask ppl to donate money... I noe its for charity but i hate going around asking ppl for things but since its a compulsary commitment , so yeah it is a MUST to attend... It will end at 3pm, i will need to rush back home from amk to change back to home clothes.. Afterwhich i need to rush to downtown east to help out at my JieJie's chalet, and then after still need to rush to pasir ris park for class 4C BBQ... Most prolly i will heading back to my jie's chalet right after the bbq to ton overnite bahs.... Even tho its gonna be a tiring day, but i am sure im gonna enjoy it hahas cuz im seriously bored at home =)... Guess wad, i need to wake up at 7.15am tomorrow and i am still here bloggin -.- K lahs i shall grab myself some beauty sleep inorder to be able to wake up tomorrow =D cyaz ppl, i willl try to blog whenever i've things to say =)

To 我是SF! =D™ : hahs lols ps lahs will update whenever i got things to say lorhs
To (:EMILIA : lols gifted photographer lor you =)
To .ENMQ : haha ok update liaos

2009-02-15T21:10:00.005+08:00

Hey yo... I've mia from blog from quite awhile, alot of things happened but its all sorted out already.. Blog will be dead for quite sometime as i wont be getting on my comp that often already.. Will try my best to blog if theres anything i wanna share about heh... Schools situation stays stagnant, same old boring lessons... Somehow i felt that im improving in maths, and finally im slowly understanding how to do SS and Geog... Lifes great? Quite ok i guess but was super shagged and feeling down this few days.. Shaldnt describe as its a super long story and i just don't feel like thinking about it already.. My mum has always been rite by saying that BGR/one sided crush is total nonsense and crap, only till now then i realised that what she have said is so true and right.. Im not gonna believe in BGR or one sided crush crap, at least for the time being.. After 3years of crush on Girl.1 and 3months of liking Girl.2, i've finally gave up the hard and painful cage of one sided crush, but i guess i still need sometime to stop thinking about the incidents i guess.. Some who noe about it, borrowed me their listenning ears and showered me with words of encouragement, you noe hu you are =D Thanks yo! Okays gotta go already, alot of things to do , UNTIL NEXT TIME~

To Emilia : Yeahs thanks for your ear !=D
To Farizuan : hehs sorry la~ I not like u so many happenings to blog about 1 =X

2009-02-05T22:51:00.006+08:00

Boreding in school, rotting at home, sleeping in my room.
Seconds, minutes, hours, days, flower never seemed to gloom.
Walking here, walking there, i'd rather watch cartoon.
Staring out of window, i can only see the moon.
Boredom Boredom Boredom, is making me falling asleep soon=D

Lols that was some of the things i've doing for the past few days, or maybe it is my daily "time table" -.- Not knowing why, but recently i've been having the urge to buy some storybooks to read to kill time...But theres just too many books , i am clueless on where to start from-.- Im doing quite fine in math man ! Can catch up with lesson already not bad sia, but i must GO ALL THE WAY!... I still dunno wanna aim for poly anot sias...Seems like quite alot of ppl thinks dat its a waste of time or even shameful for a express student to go to a ITE... But.. Poly like too stressful for me sias, plus i also not relli type... But come to think of it, Poly's cert = higher percentage to get a stable job sia... Blurredd man... !!

To Farizuan : hahas thx thx for tagg
To Velda : Hello NuEr, thx thx!
To Edmund : Noisy la Mr Like Girl!

2009-02-02T19:06:00.003+08:00

Elloosy peeeposss.. lols dam lazy to blog sias... Yesterday pei Desmond Loh go simlim to buy himself a custom pc..Didnt get to buy my razor mouse =( Lazy to go into details lols.. Aftermath went back to kovan, withdraw money den den den.. err denn, went up to heartland mall do some window shopping and bought myself 2 new pairs of ear stud, purple and black!! woo sexy!! lols.. Walk down the the coffeeshop beside superbowl to meet my grandma and eat dinner together.. Den den went back home , keep things awhile, den found out that the earstud dat i've just bought had turned black -.- wasted money lor, scammer Yellow shop... Soon after i done packing my stuff i fell asleep ...
Today school.. same as per normal... Quite boring.. Sian sia, now everyday after school got extended remedial lessons... But its for our own gud , so yeah !! Kea la nth to blog bout ler TATAZ!

2009-01-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

ELLOS ALLL HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR....i noe abit late la lols but oni now got time to blog ma... New year this year... isnt as happy and as fun as last year... alot sad things happened... haiz... shallnt say much bout it bah... Im just afraid that..how shuld i say this leh.. its like.. my granduncle, has always been everyones favourite since he was small kid till adult... Cuz he is the most guai amongst the rest of his brothers and sisters... But... eversince he got married. Everything changed.. Haiz dunno wad to say la.. im just afraid, will i become like him in the future... Not as in i wanna be like him.. But things are unpredictable mahs, like my uncle last time so teng my grandma, den now little things also wan scold scold .. Den now my granduncle, last time so guai to my greatgrandma , now lei got wife liao, everything listen wife, kick my great grandma out of house.... haiz... =(.. Tot new year, everything will be better more fine, seems like its becoming worse instead.. So yeah la, basically on chuyi, went to my granduncle house to bai nian and also to fetch my great grandma to my 2nd granduncle's house also to bai nian lols.. After which from there i went to my grandma house(paternal side 1) to eat steamboat..Aftermath, went to greatgrandma house(paternal side 1) to bai nian, received alot of angbao there lols... Then got like alot ppl, 5th Gupo, 6th Gupo, 7th Gu po , and alot alot more la.. All i nvr see before 1 lols...Over there very bored lor nth to do 1, only see the dunno hu de daughter play maple -.- Bored until sms to anyone to pei me chat lols..And den.. and den ... oh ya went back to my 2nd granduncle's house to meet my mum to go home together.. so yea quite busy for me la run here run there -.=... Todae Chu Er, only go to my great auntie house to eat then come home liaos... This year de lunar new year like pass very fast lor... Very boring seriously .. lols... Maybe its a sign dats telling me that days ahead for this year is dull and boring too =P... Also already xi guan of rotting at home liaos so.. wadever LOLS... But at least this year de lunar new year, i get to drink quite alot =D.. Whisky, brandy, hooch, beers(carlsberg,tiger), jolly sandy~... lols...OH SHYT still haven do math hm wk ... gg.com... kkthxbye.

To emilia : lolmao, if can = sky will drop lors -.-

2009-01-25T02:03:00.005+08:00

Hmms gonna be a short post for todae ~... Went to grandpa's shop in the morning to bring some things home(beer,drinks,sweets)... Bus-ed home afterwhich... While i was on the bus, i noticed alot ppl was staring/looking at me... At first i tot my shirt wear wrong side/pants nvr zip or something.. Den suddenly notice that they are looking at the bag of things im holding -.- Im like OH SHIT, im not suppose to carry alcohol -.- But hu cares theres no police =P... Reached home,put the things in place and went to my mum's house with my grandma... Chatted the whole day, and main purpose of going there is to have our pre-lunar new year eve reunion dinner lols.. Ate a scrumptious meal , STEAMBOAT with almost everything (fish, chicken,crab,crabstick,prawn,fishball,hotdogs,Yupiao,Dongfen,sotong,squid,cuttlefish,and alot more i cant remember lols...)... Nice food comes with nice wine too ~ My mum opened up a bottle of Cocktail wine(18% alcohol only) ~.. Its so far the nicest wine i've ever drink before... Its sweet, not bitter, very throat-soothing, not so burning hot feeling type... My grandma drank almost half the bottle -.- While my mum took 3 shots and me oni allowed to take 2 shots =(.. But at least better den nothing lols.. GONNA DRINK MORE MORE TML and the day after tml at my granduncles house weee... Kea imma go and dota a few round before going to sleep ~~ tataz~~

2009-01-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

BORED.. lols tired until fall asleep in the living room while watching TV.. Went into my room to continue my sleep, but the minute i lay down on my bed, my eyes was wide open -.- So here i am, on-ed my comp to surf net awhile to try to make myself sleepy again lols... Woosh chinese new year in a 2 days time... ANG BAOSSSSSS!!! Tml will be going over to mum's house for pre-chinese new year eve celebration dinner~ Hahs nvr to say about liaos so... BYE~

To Emilia : lols i see~

2009-01-21T17:20:00.004+08:00

lols fell asleep yesterday thus wasnt able to update =P.. So yeah, went to outram mrt to collect the album.. That guy is so easy to recognise as he told me he will be wearing red skinnies.. So met him, he pass me the album and i paid him $10(the remaining amount)..I was wondering why does the album feel so light -.- U see the box so big, yuan lai inside oni contain : Music CD, Lyrics book and limited edition notebook lols... Well after collecting the album i thought of heading back home, but the thought of the things i can do at home ( totally NOTHING), so i decided to pay a visit to old airport road market(kallang airport market).. Another reason why i felt like going there is becuz i TOT it was near outram MRT -.- BUT I WAS WRONG, it is quite far can -.- Me, a bus-idiot, phoned up and ask around for directions... Took bus 33 from the bus stop outside outram park mrt..It is a long 40 minutes bus ride, wads worse? ITS BLOODY CROWDED... Oh ya before i board the bus, a kind uncle initiate to guide me on where to get off as he is going there too lols.. Manage to secure a seat... Alot passenger alighted but twice as much boarded at the same time >=(.. Then a super funny thing happened.. A malay lady which was standing right infront of where i am seating, fell asleep while standing.. Weird , but that is not the funny part... She stretched out her hand and pulled my hair thinking its the friggin bus handrill zz.. She immediately apologise like theres no tomoro lols..I smsed my mum about it and you guess wads her reply ? Mum : GOT TAKE DOWN BUS NUMBER PLATE NOT? can go buy 4D leh, might strike also leh, cuz pull head ma, so head prize means 1st prize lor!... Theres like tons of Dotz appearing all over my head -.- SO LAME ! Finally arrive at the place, after 40minutes of "sandwiching".. Spend like 15minutes to walk around the whole market and decided my dinner of the day~... Tabao`ed 2 packet of LaoFuZi's Fried Kuay Tiao , 2 packet of Jackson's Fried Oyster, 1 packet of chicken rice, 1 packet of Sambal babeque fish.. Spent like $20++ on DINNER only lols.. Headed home after which.. Another funny thing happened while waiting for bus, i saw a couple on a passing-by bus , THEY LOOKED LIKE CLONES OF MY BRO AND JIE -.- I thot THEY ARE them, so i phoned my bro up and ask him if it was him, and he said no he is at Serangoon lols.. We were laughing like siao on phone.. Funny sia, so zhun a guy look so like him, and the gal beside the gal look so like my jie !! .. Reached home, enjoyed the food while watching TV, ITS DELICIOUS I TELL YOU! MUST TRY !!..Soon after the hefty meal, i went to sleep as i was dead beat tired, after loads of walking( i walk quite alot to find the bus stops and even overshot the bus stop, thus walk walk walk lols)... Today, school, haiz same thing, boring lols.. But time todae past fast... Argh! i dunno how to do the math hmwk -.- Chiaos gotta go chiong my math hmwk~

2009-01-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

School isss sooooo boring today.. -.- English period most sian, 4 periods sia... English 4 periods= 16 periods to us lor lols... No la todae quite ok cuz got test , same as usual the whole class is on semi-strike , cocked around but in the end still do her test lols.. ShuoFeng and Edmund came to my house to dota.. Edmund is starting to own liao den Ferlyn go garena chat us, den the game dc-ed LOLS... Edmund was screaming like crazy butch -.- Finally after weeks of waiting, the luo zhi xiang album that i preordered has arrive .. Gonna go collect my album now ~~` TATAZZZZZZZZZZZ

2009-01-19T17:58:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh -.- cant concentrate in schools recently omgosh !!!.. So hard to concentrate during chem and geog lesson!! Well at least im finally able to catch up with math lesson and its homeworks... =P Seriously, staying at home BORES me BADLY >=O .. Kea gotta go out and shop for stationary.. chiaos... K before i go i wanna share this song which i found while ransacking my tons of memory cards to find a song for BELINDA... Its a song i like alot when i was in primary school, AND IT STILL ROCKS NOW lols...the song is fast paced but the lyrics is so meeting my mood lols..
Hafiz As'ari -"My Butterfly"

2009-01-14T22:15:00.009+08:00

Why the fuck is everyone wanting to die, suicide wad ever shyt... Jump building , abuse alcohol to death... Do you even fucking think of people around you when you say all this hurtful words... You wan die? She wan die? So fun rite? U all dun die la i die better.. AHHHHHHHHH.. This is the final year, 1 of the important year of my life, im trying my best to strive for a good future, and all this is crap is happening...? Pls teach me... Tell me how i can balance studies and at the same time being able to help out my family...
Please forgive me if i ignored and dao you, i dont mean to, im just.. staring in blanks, falling deep into my thoughts...

2009-01-13T21:41:00.004+08:00

Im sad, my heart is in a whirl.. Im troubled.. Im worrying with trembling hands, trembling with fear of losing my grandpa... Although he is naggy, strict and fierce, but its all out of concern for me.. He loves me deeply.. Recent words said by him is making me worry for him... If only i have the ability to help him cope with things, he wont be so stressed out.. If only my uncle can be more understanding and caring, he wont be so sad...

Words are hurtful.
Why abuse words that hurts.
With problem comes solution,
no thing in this world cant be solved.
Pls dun curse death to yourself.
Its not funny, you may think it is but it isnt.
Suface words are nothing to you,
but it is deeply carved into our hearts..
Death, your road to freedom our door to forever sadness.
Darkness will end soon, please don't enter it and leave us.

2009-01-10T16:10:00.004+08:00

Dangness, the 2 trip to poly sure makes me even more confused -.- Thursday's trip to NYP(nanyang poly) while friday's trip was to TP(temasek poly). NYP's trip is so totally useless la, we are supposed to be split into routes(groups) but we wasnt due to NYP having some "human error" -.- TP's trip is so much better den NYP, their student is sooo friendly la.. There are so much info of the course given, super clear explanations.. Im currently interested in Computer engineering, Marketing, Game design.. Seems so cool, but i am still considering whether i should continue studying or start working after O'Lvls .. At TP , the "tour guide" led us round Engineering school and Design school only.. Belinda is sooo LOUD -.- Screaming for the whole tour.. Going around asking for balloon lols -.- The tour ended soon and almost everyone went home straight -.- I was quite unsatisfied as i intended to tour their IT school also... Joshua stayed back as he wanted to tour the rest of TP too.. So me and joshua decided to tour the rest of the schools on our own lolmao.... On the way, we met joshua's "senior" Jamal and gang lols... They joined our touring trip, but it seemed more like they became the "leader" lols.. They led us to IT school over there a helpful TP student volunteered to bring us around IT school.. There were lots of game booth, we all "bullied" Jamal forcing him to play every single game booth we go to.. lols... So we toured the whole IT school.. I was so dam tired so i left at 6pm.. Tp there de bus stop is soooo effing crowded by then.. Im only able to board to 3rd bus -.-, as the 1st 2 bus was full, exploded with ppl -.- Took bus 15 , alighted at Edmund's house there de bus stop.. Was suppose to change bus but i realise that my ezlink card had only 20cent left, and i had no more coins left T.T .. I phoned Edmund and Shuofeng to ask whether i am able to take bus if i oni have 20cent left in ezlink card. Both of them say yes, but im still in doubt... I decided to cab home .. *10 minutes later* BLOODY HELL WHY NO TAXI 1 knnz.. Was starting to run out of patience, thats when i boarded bus 51, * pi pi *, YES! lols i shuld have follow Edmund and Shuofeng's confirmation earlier -.- Finally reach home at 6.45pm.. Super tired by then... Bathed, play psp till fall asleep lols.. Woke up at 2am by my psp game's music -.- I offed it thinking i can continue sleeping , BUT NO my eyes are wide open -.- So continue playing psp till eyes starting to close den off it and Off i go to dreamland ~

To Edmund : lols -.-

2009-01-07T22:04:00.005+08:00

ARRGGGHH! STRESS AH!!!... lols it is only the 4th day of school and i can already feel the stress man.. Homeworks are starting to increase as day passes.. FINALLY MAN, 1st time in my secondary school life that i've actually completed my math homework and actually managed to not fall asleep during maths lesson ok.. xD I shall push myself with my own will power, test my patience, stretch my own limitations, and i shall see how much stress i can tahan.... Have been thinking for quite a long time already, whether i should further my studies after O'levels.. Poly or ITE, or should i stop schooling? But without poly cert, its realli hard to find a job with average 1.5k monthly income.. But at the same time, im still unsure if i can change myself to those study type.. Haiz we'll see bout that later =X Was chosen for STI(student teacher interaction) today, lucky number 1 lolmao... Miss chan asked bout me, my future, my family and gaved me lots of "guides"..One thing that she said made me felt guilty.. I've always been treating my grandparents and mum as my future's burden, which is wrong... very wrong... Miss chan is right, i shouldnt treat them as my burden, instead, tranform it into encouragement(tui dong li).. And yeah, after few hours of thinking, i shall try to change bah.. This has been the most enriching STI session i've ever attended.. Changed loads of things. eg : most of my thinkings are actually incorrect.. Im seriously super interested to know what will happen to me in the future, will i really be ablee to change my negative attitude to negative? Well i guess only time can tell, so yeah, lets see bout it.. I noe only actions count, word doesnt mean anything.. Thus i shall try really try my best... !

To Belinda : lolmao u super funny la, say thankyou so many times.. dat day i pass u key u already say le wad -.-

2009-01-04T17:41:00.004+08:00

YOyorh peepers~! Was lazy to blog but since im super bored now, so why not? Im like super excited on the 1st day of school la, felt like primary school kid sia lols.. Somehow felt quite comfortable when i took my first step into school, not noeing why, but just felt so "at-home" o.0... Saw and greeted Mr choo, he asked me not to fool around already, last year must concentrate. Familiar faces starts appearing once i step into hall, faces of classmates and teachers. As expected, its principal speech again.. But this time its NEW principal , Mr Goh was his name .. Somehow he looked familiar, either i've heard his big name before or i've seen him before lols.. HIS SPEECH TOOK HELL OF A LONG TIME LA CAN, not because he got alot to say but because HE SPEAKS LIKE A TURTLE , SO SLOW LA lols. Talked to us bout financial maciam we are bussinessman -.- Still we a able to endure his whole speech, and it ended in a blink of an eye despite of him talking so slowly lols, maybe its fast cuz i was half alseep.. *Drum roll* , New form teacher award goes to MISS DENISE CHAN, yes she is our new form teacher... And ANOTHER BIG HURRAY, NO MORE MDM LOW~ After the long speeches, we went back to class, FT settled some class admin thing and the day is almost over. Attended 1 period of lit and 2 period chem.. For the whole day i was wondering if i can relli try my best to study... I've always been bo-chap study type, nvr listen to lesson type, nvr do homework type.. Can another miracle happen? I think all this bad habit can only be erased by my own hardwork bah... I SHALL TRY TRY, no I MUST TRY TRY .. GANBATEH, AH DON YOU CAN DO IT!

To Velda : kk =)
To Farizuan : lols purposely last minute go buy meh lols~
To SF : lolmao..
To Jialing : o.o lol @ wad?
To SF : lolmao ty la, but 1st 1 no present LOL~

2009-01-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2009 peoples.... heh i noe its kinda late =X Time sure pass fast sia.. O'level already, i seriously can feel the pressure.. Super excited about school reopen, felt like a primary 1 kid lols.. Yesterday's count down party is kinda boring and short -.-.. Met my bro and jie at around 7 plus, bus`ed to toapayoh CC.. Ate ban mee again lols, but i dun mind as its nice ... Walked around slacked cuz nothing much to play.. Bro suddenly remember that we didnt prepare party spray and its already freaking 9.45pm.. We rushed like mad dog, circled whole toapayoh centre AND FINALLY we found the shop that sells party spray and its open... Dragged our tired feet back to the CC and get ready for countdown.. 5 ~ 4 ~ 3 ~ 2~ 1 HAPPY NEW YEAR... Me and jie ran like crazy to "gangbang" bro lols, crazily spraying him with the party spray. His whole hair is filled with the snow white spray lor lols, but quite chio la lols.. Then something made me super sian diao. After countdown, and after few minutes of mass spraying we are super dirty thus went to toilet to clean up.. The minute we are done, we went back to CC and BOOM maciam magic, everyone gone -.- Felt like : 5-4-3-2-1 GO HOME! -.-... Haiz but still ok la, overall we did had fun... Tml sch reopen liao sia, 4 hours later to be exact -.- Dam , wonder if i can wake up lols.. Kea la shall stop here, super sleepy liao... NITES PEOPLE!

2008-12-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALLL!...NO TURKEY FOR YOU ALL ONLY GOT ROTTED CHICKEN! lols im rotting at home -.-... Dam sleepy now, yesterday night till now never sleep dao lols.. Have been watching TV while playing Monster Hunter Portable 2nd G on my PSP~ Went out for 'christmas dinner' just now with my grandma. Asian christmas dinner lols, cuz we ordered Spring Chicken instead of Turkey LOL!.. Accompanied with some fries and drinks.. A full meal indeed. Chatting with DessyLoh on msn now. CHIAOS!

To Farizuan: view and tagged u already
To Shuofeng : u ah concentrate on her la, dun aim so many target-.-
T Edmund : haheho Marry KrisMers=)

2008-12-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO people.. My comp has been revived, ok its revived last week =P.. Finally after few tweaks its stable already, not so laggy but still not able to install much stuff -.- My comp broke down mainly is due to my temper .. YES my temper lols, my crazy temper.. The harddisk is located right beneath the arrow key and im always WHACKING it lols.. The whacking part delt some severe damage to the harddisk lolmao... I get especially concentrated while gaming/surfing net. Due to my comp's lousy specs, my comp tends to lag. So when it lags terribly, i'll get extremely irritated, thus raising my right knuckle and boom , fists the area where the harddisk was. I didnt noe that it was the harddisk until i open my laptop casing to examine the inside.. Bleah, guess i'll have to control that characteristic of mine or my comp might turn into crumpled ball(nah jk)... Holiday is finally coming to an end soon, 2 weeks left eh no last week, EH No 8days to be exact.. lolmao and OMFG i haven cut my hair -.- Wonder if i can keep my fringe? =( Sad leh, finally got noticeable fringe leh, heartache to cut it away sia... =( Dun cut also cannot, later kena caught by dm ... Haiz... I went to order LuoZhiXiang's new album, it cost like $34 inclusive of Autographed album and autographed Xtra large poster ! So basically yesterday got some 'happenings'. Yesterday i went to transfer 50% of the album price to the guy im buying the album from. I transferred the money, and called up that guy to ask if he had receive the transaction. BUT, All 8 calls i dialed, non was answered! I tot WTF? so suay 1st time online order album nia jiu tio scam, got so suay anot. Then i was so worried, not worrying for the $20 that i transferred, but was super worried bout the money in my grandma's bank account(cuz i used my grandma's account to transfer the money lols). Cuz like kinda paranoid la, den tot the person might scam and got some hacks that might take away all the money in my grandma's bank.. SO i was panicking, seriously worried about my grandma's money(its her allowance plus medicine fee). So an idea came to my mind : Withdraw all the money, so that if its a scam, the person might not be able to withdraw it. Btw i was riding my bike, on the way home. So i decide to follow the idea of mine, I rode at top speed with all my energy left(cuz i didnt slept for the whole previous day), rode all the way from lorong ah soo to kovan(i kinda blurred out while panicking lols) and withdraw all of what was left in my grandma's account. Luckily all money was still intact.. I called home and inform my grandma about it, she was shocked and worried also. I rode home to pass her the money.Like 2 hours later, that guy finally pick up my call. He sounded kind, asked me not to worry. After few minutes of conversation, sort of like interrogation we hang up and it was sucha relieve. But still i cannot confirm if it is a scam, so i told my grandma not to leave any money in the bank at the moment until i get the album from that guy at jan 16. Lets hope its not a scam -.- Today, i woke up hear noises outside my room , immediately i noethere's visitor so i didnt bother going outside. I overheard their conversation, and guess what, they are my great grandma's daughters and granddaughters, they wanna withdraw money from my great grandma's bank.. My grandma came home, so me and her sat at the living room to have a little conversation with the grandchildren, which ended up as a quarrel session -.-. Its like wtf la , they didnt pay for the maid, they didnt pay anything for great grandma, and they want to fcking come here and take her money? One of the granddaughter, me and her are of the same generation like same rank la i dunno how to say, didnt even greet my grandma and great grandma, still wanna fcking raise her voice AT MY HOUSE? In the presence of my grand aunties, i zitao scold her back : ta ma de, ni shi shui, zai wo de jia kao pei kao bu. And that started the quarrel-.- The quarrel ended with my saying : Ni yao qian shi ma? Qu SiMaLu de guan yin temple pray for money la. They left in the end,speechless. After they left my grandma scolded me for quarreling with them, especially when that girl is older den me, but who cares we are of the same rank. -.- But its like seriously la old peoples money u also want to take? take liao wont guilty 1 meh ? If they did take the responsibility to take care of my great grandma, and they wanna take some money, go ahead.. Problem is they did fcking NOTHING, ZERO EFFORT, so NAH AH no money! Grrr, typing all this mades me mad too -.- Life is weird, HUMAN is weird. Like me, im kinda feeling weird now too. I've been saying BORED BORED FASTER SCHOOL REOPEN for like 1 whole month, but now holiday is coming to an end, and im feeling sad about it -.- MORE MORE HOLIDAY lols...

2008-12-13T02:35:00.000+08:00

Haiz, effing fucked up this few days... 1stly, my comp gave way-.- It crashed and was almost UN SAVABLE=( But luckily a system restore manage to get it back, but its lagging like turtle making gaming almost impossible.. Laptop dieing soon i can understand cuz i'ev tortured it for a long time already ... BUT EFFING JIBAI HANDPHONE i dote it maciam like gold from heaven, fucking sot diao making me super dulan... Lag Lag Lag all the time, comp lag want to use fone, den fone lag, wan to play psp den no game... ZITAO SIAN BODOH!... Haiz... WHY IS EVERYTHING THAT IS ABLE TO KEEP ME ALIVE DURING HOLIDAY STARTING TO GIVE WAY! WHY, WHY, TELL ME WHY, KANINABU EH CHAO JIBYE(lols i just shunshou type it out, quite rhyming actually LOL!)So basically slept for almost the whole day.. Slept from 11am yesterday till todae 9am wake up to go for breakfast, afterwhich came home and sleep sleep till now lols, and im feeling sleeping once again... Guess i'll sleep until holiday ends eh? Most prolly gua lols.. ! Might not be able to use comp lo, i think its gonna go to the scrap metal garage soon -.-... idc anywaes, and it is also good for me actually. Without it, next year i'll have more time and concentration to study... =D Maybe thats also 1 thing why im not heartaching the stupid laptop, as far as i care now, my songs and pictures are most important compared to the fcking comp-.-.. Faggot, its lagging again, IM FCKING ONI ON 1 EFFING INTERNETEXPLORER WITHONI 1 EFFING TAB AND IS LAGGING LIKE SNAIL!!!!..I think imma go and backup my songs and pictures now, so SEE YA NEXT TIME=)

我是SF! =D : lols lame... copy ed for wad-.- ED GO GET COPYRIGHT FEE FROM HIM lols.. Boredom kills u noe, i dunno wanna die so i skip death via sleeping -.-

Farizuan :DDD : lols kea~

2008-12-06T07:34:00.000+08:00

GuuD Moaning peopoz !... Despite not sleeping since ytd morning till now, im feeling super duper energetic lols...Game-ed, tv-ed and chat with EDMUND on phone overnite.. Felt bored at 6am so left house with my bike and went for a ride(still on fone with EDMUND lols)...Rode the same route as last time,around school compound>Afew rounds at belinda's block's park>kovan's mac.. Chatted loads and loads of things once again. Sun was getting ready to shine, causing EDMUND to end the chat and its also time for me to head back.. But before i went back, i rode to kovan's macdonald and grabbed myself a Sausage McMuffin with EGG meal and heads back home.. Bathed and here i am blogging lols... My burger is calling for me HAHAS , time for Pre-breakfast ! TaTaZ.
To Edmund : lols ciaos or chiaos almost same la .. can can jiu hao la -.-
To Emilia : dunno leh, mayb is IE8 beta's problem -_-
T ShuoFeng : lols, sure will dulan ma i have to use tat dumb fone for another 1year++ der leh... LoLs next time u got comemy house den let u play lor~

2008-12-04T10:09:00.000+08:00

GUD MORNING PEOPLE .. lols.. Was super moody yesterday, as my phone is starting to give me lots of problem..Haiz... Was super bored thus i brought my BMX bike,which i found weeks ago in my storeroom, the last time i use it was like P5 gua, to the bicycle shop to pump air. Felt very excited getting to ride my childhood bike LOL... It was Effing hard to ride ok, the handle is sooo loose, as its a "racing" stunt bike... I got shock by the courage i have to ride this bike when i was young lols... Dunnid to say a kid la pls, even now im 15years old, ask me ride this kind of race bike that is so fast and the handle is so smooth... Afterwhich pei my grandma eat at lorong ah soo coffeeshop. She is reluctant to walk home while i ride bike, so she decided to pang seh me to take bus home while i ride bike home lols... I took the opportunity to test the limit of this bike, and the result was shocking. I started biking home only after my grandma boarded her bus, and by the time her bus reach my house's bus stop i had already reach and sitting at the bus stop for 42 second.... TEH BIKE IS FAST LA CAN !... I got super enthu, thus went riding around the neighbourhood lols... Rode from my house to around the school compound, then toward's Belinda's house beside de park and i got bored and decides to sms Belinda which she nvr reply lols... Rode a few round and the park, after which rode back to my house void deck, and headed to Old Tampines road's park, followed the trail to hougang mall, and made a U-turn back home.. LOLs... Was dead tired when reach home, fell asleep the minute i lay down on the living room floor... And weirdly, when i woke up at 4.50 am i found myself in the room?!?! I was wondering issit my grandma become super women got so much strength to carry me into the room.. So i went to wake her up and ask her, which she told me that i walked in by myself-.-... im like lols? sleepwalking? Got super hungry at 6am, so decided to cook myself something to eat.. Thus i fried myself some Meepok, YES Fried meepok lols... Those Maggee mee kind of dry meepok, i cook liao den go fry it... Done frying it and suddenly my grandma was standing behind me, tio chua bodoh... She ask me wad am i cooking, the smell dam fragrant... I felt so happy la lols, simple noodle nia even my grandma inside the room with door closed also can smell tio the fragrant!...Watched some ghost DvD while eating my meePOK until now... I shall stop here and go get a quick nap, eye felt so heavy all of a sudden o.0... CHIAOS!

Edmund : lols are food -.- yala dam wtf fcking malays... fren until like dat -.- haiz...
Shuo Feng : ps ytd "dao" u hor... cuz i ytd relli dam dam fcking tulan my handphone -.-

2008-12-01T06:47:00.000+08:00

I've just read yesterdays newspaper and i got a slight shock... On the 29 nov, the day of 2B bbq, we saw an ambulance followed by 2 police car... The police car parked at somewhere near the head side of east coast park, in the middle of macdonald area and the carpark A hawker centre.. I thot it was the police patrol car till now after reading the newspaper den i realise that it is actually the police car dat went down to inspect the dead body... I shall direct translate the newspaper article.
16 year old teen and friends went having fun at the coast of ECP and got lost.His body was found 2 days later. Victim, Mohammad Farzan(16years old),whose parents had divorced,have a brother and 2 sister,lived at marine parade.Mohammad's body was found yesterday 8.20pm by a couple. He was wearing a red and white strips top and a bermuda shorts. Mr wong deluded that a couple spotted the body and found that it is breathless started shouting " dead body ! dead body!". Another eye witness, 12years old boy said that he saw the dead body lying on shore facing upwards, the sea water was drowning his face. Police and paramedics came at 8.45pm and confirmed Mohammad is dead. His mum arrived at the scene, broke down in tears. Relatives cant do much but only console her. Sad things happen one after another, leaving Mohammad's mum in grieve. Victim's mum lost her son yesterday, today she lost her dad. Victim's mum was physically fine, but wasnt able to be mentally stable. Mohammad left his house on Friday 11pm. Mum tried to contact him to no avail. Mum called victim's friend , 5am the next morning, victim's friend replied : "don't know". Victim's mum felt something was amiss, decided to call back and beg victim's friend. 20minutes later, victim's friend called back and told victim's mum that they saw Mohammad drowning, but they left as they were shocked and afraid to tell anyone. They 5 teenager aged around 18 to 19 years old. Victim's parents was furious , reported the teens to the police.. Police tried calling the teens but their phone was off-ed.Victim's belongings was'nt able to be found, might have been taken by his friends...

Its like dam wtf la..Like dat call friends? knn sia... Malays ah, nvr fail to amuse... Always act beng, in the end? See fren drown all run, dam asshole sia... The victim's mum dam poor thing.. haiz....

2008-11-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

HiHis alll, just came back from the class bbq~~ Quite fun la, was intending to stay overnite but, since the amount of people staying overnite is so insignificant so rather go home lols..Didnt slept for the whole nite yesterday, was watching tv and dvds throughout the nite till morning.. Went down to buy drinks..Started frying the fried rice after done preparing the ingredients.. My rice was almost done when i noticed the chicken isnt added in..I began panicking.. Was so effing worried dat the chicken wouldnt be welly cooked.My grandma's insurance made me felt relieved. Done and packed everything and off i go.. Took bus 845 to meet EDMUND and SHUOFENG. Met ALVIN on the bus, he was going to meet the rest...After meeting up with SHUOFENG and EDMUND, we bus`ed down to nearby east coast park and walk down... We are the first to reach, so we decided to find the bbq pit 1st.. After a long walk, we were'nt able to find the effing pit, out of patience we went to wait for the rest @ macdonalds... Due to the hot weather me and SHUOFENG went to order ice cream ~ EDMUND was reluctant to buy anything at first, but in the end went to buy a burger lols ;D...Finally the rest of us arrived(Jialing,Zhengyi,Jasmine,Akalili,Wen An,Joshua,Sherman,Justin Tan,Zhi yong,Farizuan,Andy Oh,Alvin.)... We walked down to the pit together.. Threw all the stuffs on the tables and started to play DAIDEE~~ lols...Played for many round, lose most of it.. All of a sudden we see 2 angmos walking towards us, after a close look LOL its NOEL and OCC... we started suaning them, NOEL didnt rebut only OCC did... But he still lose to EDMUND NG the jiaowei king LOL.. In the end , all of us got tired of daidee, so most of them went to rent bikes. While me , edmund, shuofeng,noel,off stay and took care of the pits and bags..But not long later,noel and occ decided to pangseh us and go rent bikes too -.- .. Leaving 3 of us, and shuofeng was complaining why we had to come so early blah blah blah... lols, out of boredom i tot of something lame and shared it, shuofeng liked the idea and carried out the plan.. Shallnt say wad it is but shuofeng shuld noe it LOLL.... Some of the bikers came back. Me,edmund,shuofeng,noel,occ,shanon decided to ride to macdonalds and buy drinks as the weather is just too hot... We were all in front of edmund, so inthe end we pangseh`ed him and continue riding LoL...We continued riding and riding .. Noel suggested to change bike with me as he said his bike's pedal is too loose... I so regretted changing la, THE BIKE IS SO FCKING SHORT IT IS FOR KIDS... -.- I struggled riding it, in the end changed back with noel lols.. Rode back to the bbq area as it is getting boring..Occ had a little accident on the way back, a guy rode into him lols.. Occ's arm got cut and bled a little.... After reaching the bqq area, we rest awhile after which we went to have some beach fun...Me,farizuan,shuofeng,akalili was enjoying the sea water rushing pass our feet and play stone skipping...Akalili was screaming all the while, as she is afraid that her shorts might kena the water -.- We guys shuld be the 1 worrying lor, our shorts is longer than hers lor lols...Then farizuan and shuofeng came up with a idea, wanting to dig a big hole to make a pond lols.. I decide to join in the fun.. After few minutes the pond was done, and we started making jokes like throwing ppl in the pond and how big alvin was to fit in the pond lols... Went back to the bbq pit wanting to wash up, then miss lee came so we gotta go help her carry the drinks and charcoal to the pit.. After which me and zhiyong went to washup at macdonalds... I suddenly have gastric pain and hafta go to toilet.. Went quite a few time, totally lose the mood to have fun lols.. Zhiyong was waiting a long time for me , losing some patience at the same time cuz its time to return the bike.. So we waited for the rest of the bikers to come and went to return the bike together. Walked back to bbq pit , the charcoal was almost done setting up..Was getting ready to bbq the chickens and a tragedy happen.. EDMUND NG cut tio his finger... He was trying to cut the chicken wings with the tongs, as no 1 brought knifes,and the tongs pierce thru the chicken and clicing thru his finger tip .. It was quite a deep cut, bled quite alot.. I was using mineral water to help him was the wound and the blood away.. At the same time we tried to hide, as Edmund doesnt wanna let miss lee noe bout it.. But, lies cant be kept for ever, smart miss lee knew something happened.. She saw and started questioning edmund on wad happened lols.. Reluctantly edmund told her the accident lol...I wrapped edmunds finger up with the tissue paper.. After edmund was ok, i went to help alvin with the cooking... Chef of the day was suppose to be edmund and me 1 lor lols.... Caring miss lee went around feeding people with satay ~ Anyways , the cooking and eating go on till sun goes down.. Miss lee left as she got something on, spoiler lor.. Me,Alvin,shuofeng,andy was cooking all the way we didnt eat at all =(... So we decided to cook 1 whole plate of chicken for the cooks xD We were frying this super big piece chicken breast meat thinking it would be super nice.. Alot ppl crowded around wanting to book it, but sadly ITS FOR COOKS ONLY xD... After it was done, it was a disappointment for alvin as he didnt relli like the taste but it tasted of for me,edmund and shuofeng , especially me as i relli liked smoked chicken... The drinks that i briught wasnt sufficient for all, so they decided to buy more... They smart lor, they buy bu liao den they ask passerby to help them buy lols... I got myself 2 cans, but due to gastric pain and occ was so despo for it, so i be hao ren and sell him 1 can lols.. Eating and drinking and cooking went on till 9 plus... Some of them was sitting near the beach blasting music, and enjoying the nite view.. Some were chatting at the pit, while some were playing badminton IN THE NITE lols.. Shanon was sitting alone at the bench playing nitendo DS... It went on till 10 plus, started packing things up,while Wen an and justin tan left.. As the amount of people staying overnite is less than a handful, so me and edmund decided not to stay.. After packing up, me,shuofeng,edmund,noel,occ and shanon went to play lan for an hour. Occ,shanon, noel went back to the pit while me, shuofeng and edmund went to cab home. Shuofeng pass me the cab fare. Edmund and shuofeng alighted at ubi first.. There was a traffic jam infront at somewhere near lorong ah soo.. But the taxi driver told me it was police spot check as it is almost 12 midnight.. I started worrying as i had a few drinks earlier.. The cab infront of mine got held up, the teenagers was ask to come down for checks, i think they got caught for smoking or wad.. LUCKILY, the police didnt stop my cab lols.. Like dam heng lols.. so reached home, packed things bathed and here i am typing this post.. Im quite happy actually, my fried rice left alittle bit nia, which means theres ppl hu actually eat it =) Im so afraid that no 1 eat it =) ... So dam tired now so i shall go and sleep liao ~~To sum it up, the bbq was fun =) BYE AND NITES!...

P.S Dunno why wasnt able to publish post, so i saved it in text document now den post lols..

2008-11-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

Bored bored bored... Everydays the same haiz, how i wish there are more cool happenings.. Oh yeahs the only happening of this week is dat my comp crashed -.- Almost lost everything thats in my comp ;songs,videos,fotos of frens and relative... But luckily, i've restore it HENG AH! xD..But ever since that crash my comp has become dam effing slow, way slower den last time...Tomorrow is the day! Class 1B/2B class outing , its a BBQ outing at eastcoast park... But somehow my instint is telling me it isnt gonna be fun.. Hu cares at least get to meet up with classmates which i've been missing them for like 3 weeks LOL..! Hope the weather for tml will be bright sun instead of gloomy clouds(choy!)... Every person are instructed to bring some "contributions" for the BBQ, im not excluded. I was instructed to bring halal fried rice... Im like how the hell am i gonna find fried rice that is halal... So i decided to fry it myself, no pork no pork dun worry =) But i am dam afraid that it might not suit their taste, afraid dat no 1 will like it.. It'll be a disappointment. I'll try my very best =P Have been having wonderful chat time chatting with EDMUND , chatted bout life,school life, frens,random jokes, and gossips xD... Chatted overnite somemore wor, so if u are smart u might have guess tio the amount of topics we chatted lols... Sia la, now abit excited tml's bbq... xD K la shall stop here, time to DOTA ! Bye peeps~.

2008-11-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy the past few days.... Rushing here and there to do somethings~Went to my grandaunt's new house yesterday, very normal looking 3 room flat lols... That house is owned by my grandaunt's 2nd son ( which is my uncle), and facking hell he is only 22 years old... 22years can already buy a house that cost $200K++ wth..! im like so envy can... i wonder if i can buy a house at 20+years old also =(... Wonder what job he is working as sia, so much CPF to buy that house.. At their house, they ordered buffet to cater all his fren(mostly tatoo`ed ah bengs), and you noe wad? The buffet cost effing $500 ! omg la..Although i love spending money on food, but spending $500 just for a night's food, thats totally no way man..My uncle is so handsome can, i dam envy his style. Not relli muscular, tall, broad shoulder,blond hair,pierce ear, full body tatoo!.. dam sard sia..And he rides a dam cool motorbike!! Well basically reach there @ 5pm, started chatting and afterwhich starts eating,left at around 11pm...Hmm, ran out of topics to blog , so i shall stop here ~!! ~~ !! xD ...
HOLIDAY IS ROTTING ME UP! Somehow im starting to miss her =(... Might not have the chance to see her daily when school reopens... Haiz... or maybe it is time for me to give up...? =(

2008-11-14T22:33:00.001+08:00

LoLs~~ many day nvr touch my blog liaos.. Came in to sweep away the dust =P Wasnt relli in the mood blog, as in nothing much to blog about. Yes!!! its already holiday!!! Thats also another factor dats hindering me from blogging.. I LIKE ALMOST EVERYDAY STAY AT HOME LA, nothing to say 1 lor.. u expect me to blog like example : "Ah ha just woke up, bathed and on my comp. Let my comp afk as i was going out for breakfast and i ate a plate of chicken rice. Then i walk home play maple until nite time, again go down coffeeshop. But this time i nvr eat chicken rice, instead i ate Hotplate Chicken chop. Eat finish liao i go back home again , den play comp and blog lor~ " I everyday blog like this u all read liao buay sian , i type liao also sian sia~ .. And yeah, that example given is exactly wad i did todae LOL!. This few day i'm having sudden crave for cooking.. So far for the past few days i've fried noodles, fried rice, steam fish, new type of fry egg~ LoLs, keep experimenting on how to make usual food taste differently.. Ytd i cook fried rice, but it didnt relli turn out to be wad i expected .. When cooking the rice, i put too much water causing it turn out to be something congee(porridge rice).. My grandma was laughing at me and suggest that i just eat it as congee, dun fry it liao.. But i insisted frying it LOL!.. The wetness made it hard for me to turn over it, u noe when u fry things u need to turn over rite, ya. Nonetheless, i fried it and it tasted quite nice i would say, but my grandma was laughing away-.= I decided to name it : Sick Fried rice ! Why? cuz its like congee like dat very easy to swallow even without biting, and it taste like fried rice( DUH!) so it is dam suitable for ppl hu are sick =P I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN! No la jk! Genie 卓文萱 is so cute la can =P Her hairstyle suits her totally (link to see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4faE8YEyIj4&feature=related) Then she keep making her fringe throughout the whole show lols~ Her new album dam nice the songs, i've uploaded them to my imeem playlist if you are interested =D)

PRESENTING MY NEW DESKTOP APPEARANCE! I've been tweaking my laptop's appearance for the past few days and im done settling down with a beatiful ending product! (credits to alot of authors who uploaded thier work to deviantart)

Edit : I've uploaded the picture of my fried rice !! =P It looks black because i mistaken black sauce for soy sauce and i pour black sauce .. SO yeah that explains its blackness LOL =D

Edmund : Updated lols~
Shuo Feng : ok Auntie Sf i update liao ~
Farizuan : kk relink-ed.

2008-11-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

Woke up @ 9 todae and noe the fact that im late once again xD Changed into school U and slowly walk to school... When i reach the front gate, i was held up by the security guard which he called up Mr Neo... Mr Neo came in a jiffy and demanded to call my parent, which i called my grandma.. He then told my grandma that i was late for many days and will send me home.. And woosh off i go back home~... Obviously i was awaited with scolding, like duh... Fell asleep soon after the scolding. Hunger wakes me from my dream @ 4pm, thus went to cook porridge w/ fried eggs. After filling up my tummy, i went in my room on my comp.. Stared @ the desktop screen for full 15minutes trying to decide if i should surf net/ game -.- ... Final decision turn out to be shocking as i decided to do my science homework... LOL.. like wow ! 1st time auto do homework sias.. Finished it in 32minutes and here i am typing todaes entry =)... So, well yeah i shall stop here gua.. Tataz~

2008-11-05T01:37:00.001+08:00

Haven posted in awhile.. Previous post i mentioned that i was down with fever and sore throat.. Has recovered from fever, but still haven the unbearable pain in the throat.. Was feeling so sick that i didnt attend school on wednesday,thursday and friday. Went to chinese physician on saturday as the medicine from polyclinic isnt working, not at all.. The physician squeezed my neck slightly and ask if it is painful, which i replied yes... He said that im lucky i came to him early, as some patients who experiences pain in the neck, due to severe sore throat, would start to experience muteness(unable to talk) and if it gets worse u will be mute forever. Well lucky i still can talk =)... After taking the medicine i felt better on Sunday, continueing to monday.. Well, todae woke up, felt like i wasnt able to talk and theres this pain in my right eye.. Thus i told my grandma to let me sleep for awhile more till 8am... Woke up, felt better and thus went to school... So suay la can.. Reach school, as usual security guard would ask me to write down my name, give me pink form and ask me to see Mr Neo, but todae he added on that Mr Neo is at the canteen. So i decided to take a detour on the sideskirt of canteen compound, and swiftly ninja my way to outside of GO, and take the path from there up to class. BUT, so coincidentally, Mr Neo just nice came out of his office. And i was caught -.- Was punished to run around the Quadrangle for 5 rounds, but i slack off by running only 2 round xD *lucky he was talking to teacher,thus not noticing*. Afterwhich, went up classs. Played afew rounds of DaiDi. And WOO GO HOME!... School has never been so slack la.. Walking out of the gate with someone (name shall not be revealed =P)...Both girl turned and cross the traffic light, while me and someone continue walking straight.. He waved @ me the *smoking-hand-sign*, i ignored him as i did not noe he was asking me if i wanna smoke. Then he started puffing away... Im like trying to avoid his smoke, not that i hate cigg la, but im noe sick ma .. Afterwhich we went on seperate path..Went home, fall asleep immediately after lying on my comfy bed. Woke up @ around 8pm to find 5 miss call and 3 new sms and a effing pain in my right eye yet again.. Went to look@ the mirror and gosh! Rambuttan right eye -.- So effing red la.. Grandma brought me porridge, but i ask her to eat instead as i totally have no apetite due to severe hunger =.-. Well eversince im sick on Monday, i've been not having any apetite , and only eating porridge.. Haiz , faster recover ah i wanna eat spring chicken 1 =(....! Well i shalll stop here, UNTIL NEXT TIME~~

Edmund : yeah thanks.
Belinda : lolmao, read the hidden word laa xD

2008-10-29T12:53:00.000+08:00

Ahh... Time passed fast eh... This week + plus week is uber boring enrichment programme for sec 3 only -.- Its like so sian la, other sec already holiday den we still need to come school .. For no reason, i was coughing like mad dog ytd afternoon, cough until sore throat. It got better after i gaggle my mouth with salt water(traditional method to cure sore throat lols). Tot im gonna be fine already, BUT NO!.. In the night, i felt pain in my nostril, dam sore. Intend to play till 2am , but decided to rest for the day @ 12am thanks to the excruciating pain. As usual, grandma woke me up @ 6am.. Somehow i wasnt able to move. After few minutes of struggling im finally untangled from my blanket( LOL, i sleep unti, kena tie up by blanket). The pain in my nostrils got worse, and worse still my head felt like 2tonne weight... Dam headache. I felt that something was wrong when i noticed the breath coming out of my nose is so dam effing hot ( like dota Dk dragon form spraying fire ! ). I went to take temperature, and gosh its 40degree -.- I have no idea if it is considered fever, thus i msged EDMUND, who confirmed it is high fever. So, told my grandma i'll be going to polyclinic to see doctor.. Her reply was : Da bai ani kuan, da bu si mai ke ou tng ( always like dat, always dun wan go sch).. Den we "friendly-quarreled" for a few minutes, and i won of course xD. So.. Went out of home, took bus to hougang mall and withdraw money, took bus to Hougang Polyclinic.. And you noe wad? ITS EFFING UNDER RENOVATION ~.~" . I went to the front entrance, and luckily there wrote : Free Shutte Bus to temporary Polyclinic.. The shuttle bus came, i boarded(duh). After reaching, im like so shocked due to the fact that, the temporary polyclinic is located @ IMH(mental hospital).. Thinking in my mind, if it will be inauspicious... But heng la, never see siao langs xD, if not sure chua sai. Wad awaits me was long waiting cum queueing. Luckily i brought my earpiece along hahas. Then the stupid doctor, i dunno shuld call her stupid or joker. I told her my nostril dam sore, den she keep asking got flu anot, which i told her many times i no flu... And you noe wad? She gave me running nose medicine -.- Bo bian i zitao lan lan.. Go all the way to IMH for running nose medicine ~.~ dam joke la. After which, went back to hougang mall to pay my internet bill, wanting to shun bian buy 10 year series but it was out of stock ISLANDWIDE... Headed to Kopitiam to have my breakfast, a bowl of Ban Mian, finished only like 1/3 of it cuz no appetite. And here i am home sweet home blogging today's entry...

Not noeing why, but my feeling for her has depleted. Not so crazily liking her like wad i did before.. Its weird tho, i wasnt able to get her out of my mind for like.. the past 2 years and 10 months.. Only till 2 days ago... After reading "someones" blog, and *poof* there goes the feeling. It might good too, as i think they are destined to be together. Hmms... =(
Edit : Wtf is wrong with this world la.. Why issit her.. omg... Im now in a confusion.. my feeling for her has already depleted, but why after noeing IT, i still feel so heartbroken =(

And BELINDA! Do you noe that you yesterday took away my 第一次? =(
~~第一次坐那么近女孩子~~

To Velda : Hi and thanks happy girl =)
To Belinda : hahs update liao =)

2008-10-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

Guessed what! Okay i must say that it is a miracle. A miracle happened on me todae. Im getting promoted to Sec 4 Express! Im like.. So So So So Happy, the happiness is beyond words that can be used to describe. Okay , basically went to school todae with a very heavy feeling. Stopped halfway and gave myself a few seconds to think clearly. Should i go to school, should i not go to school?.. I chose to go to school in the end, as i think it would be less hurtful to face the fact earlier, isnt it. Familiar school hall felt so different, felt like im a stranger to this place. I went in. I saw familiar faces( Edmund,Nicholas,Shuo Feng, Belinda, DengJu, BeeKuan), but hesistated to get close. Gathering all my guts, i went forward and greeted them via waving. A feeling, within me, made me clueless. I was in a heavy mood, BUT WHY THE EFF I KEEP FEELING THAT LAUGHTER IS BURSTING OUT OF ME.. Im so totally clueless, but i just felt like laughing out loud. Time to time, during the stupid police talks, i was laughing to myself for no reason. I tot im going crazy.. Suddenly, i felt someone tapped my shoulder. It was my FT, Miss Jolene. "Don, next year you will be retaining", Hellnote Stamped on my head. And once again i fell in dilemma. The next remark Miss Jolene gave, made me fall deeper into dilemma. What she said was : " No lah, You promote." And she turns and walk away.. Edmund,Belinda and Shuo Feng was like : OMG! DON! YOU PROMOTE!... They were on cloud nine. But, i was still in dillemma. What did FT's few sentence meant? What does she mean by i will be retaining and i will be promoting? If i am promoting, am i promoted to Sec 4 NA or Sec 4 Exp..? Again, i probbed. Programmes in the hall ended. Along the way back to class, i was still pondering over the same question, over and over again. Until, i could not tahan anymore. I sms`ed FT, hoping she would clear my doubts. I waited patiently for her reply.. *bzz bzz* Phone vibrated. Hastily, i pull out my hp and read the sms. I HAVE BEEN PROMOTED TO SEC 4 EXPRESS! I was in joy and tears. Congratulatory phrases from brothers and frens felt so warm, just like home. I floated to cloud nine. It felt like, i kena hospitalized, and suddenly, i tio 4D 1st prize 100big 100 small! And yeah, that was school todae. I went home, EDMUND came to my house to play my comp. I decided to give my grandma a surprise. I acted EMO @ the coffeeshop demanding her to give me house key and head home. After awhile, she came home. I fake fake bluff her i retained. And hug her, saying : I PASSED. She was so so happy, hug and pecked me on the cheek. Ok i think i must stop here for now, i've left out quite a few things, as i need to off my laptop ASAP due to the fact that a very foul burning smell is coming out from it...

To Edmund,Belinda,ShuoFeng,Nicholas bro, Jialing mei , and all those hu stood by me, enlighten me. Thanks for all the enlightments given, thanks for staying by me not letting me fall deeper. I think the best and the only word i can think of is a BIG THANK YOU!. <3

2008-10-21T03:23:00.000+08:00

I've fallen.. Thx to the fact im gonna retain.. Its a hard crash even though i, myself clearly noe that i did not fare well in school... Encouragements from fren(u all) made me fall into huge dilemma. I don't noe how am i gonna reply you all... Infact, family too, i dunno how to convers wit them like i use to...haiz..

If theres a chance that i get promoted to sec 4 exp. I would change. Whats the point of saying this, theres no If.. Ah wadever.

Whats the biggest fear of your life? I think i've found mine. Losing all the confidence to face frens and family... Its a very very scary thing.

Nonetheless, Thanks for all the encouraging words. I think thats all i could say.

To Ed : Its ok thanks.

To Emilia : Yeh, thanks.

To Nic Bro : Nah nvm. Thanks.

To Belinda : Thanks. Its ok for the invading part. And.. nothing to say ler. Thanks.

2008-10-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

DON! DON! :D
Im so nice.
I help you update.
Anyway, i know any form of consoling isnt gng to make you feel better but i seriously hope you could think it all over. Retaining might not be a good choice but it is definitely better than your quiting sch okay.

Stop thinking that you had disappointed everybody because we are not disappointed. It is your life that you are leading now, not mine, not anybody's else. Do the thing you think is right. But it is certainly NOT QUITTING SCH, okay. You know how many times i actually tried to convince you not to quit sch if you have to retain. Be like me, retain jiu retain. It only means giving you a second chance to prove that you can make it. You know how much your ah ma teng you, so why not try giving yourself a second chance? Im sure you wont regret. At least you are not alone. You still got OCC to pei you.

Dont worry, because retaining doesnt mean you lose all your friends. You still have me, edmund, sf, nich, many many others. You dont have to put a strong front because we are your friends. If you cant even be yourself infront of us, how are you gng to tahan. Im sure it will be hard. So be yourself in front of us okay.

OHwell. Hopefully i did make you feel better. You let me be one of the author and i took advantage of it. Hahah. Dont blame me lah okay? Takecare. :D

♥BELINDA!♥

2008-10-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

I've disappointed everyone hu loved and trusted me.. i've let them down... I'm sorry.. I no theres no point crying over spilt milk.. But i just felt sad...I was asked to meet my FT afterschool. She told me to make up my mind by monday.To retain Sec 3 Express, To drop to Sec 3 NA, or to promote to Sec 4 NA... My heart broke the minute i heard dat... I cant face my friends... I had to put on a hard front.. Their console made me felt worse.. My tears almost broke out... But i manage to hold it back... I saw my grandma... I almost cried out... I hardened myself.. i dun dare to tell her... i want to cry.. but i dun dare... here i am now in my room... weeping like dog... no point.. wads the point of crying... relli no point..

2008-10-11T04:21:00.000+08:00

Felt so effing moody the whole effing day... So friggin tired... Totally moodlesss... Was dotaing, all of a sudden i felt so paranoid... No idea why, but paranoia strike me...Making my mood even more unstable.. Haiz, so confused now... Well, since im feeling so paranoid, why not i make use if it huh... Ok here goes, I always wanted to know wad others think about me. Use a word/phrase to describe ME.. Please dun use word like fat,ugly,buibui,useless... as i already noe all this...>< Just use your own word to describe wad you think of me(characteristic/personality.)... Well, Imma looking forward to all y`all comments bout me =)

To Berry : 0.0 Hi, you are?

2008-10-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

Todae we took our chinese and art exam... Chinese was as usual easy, yet insufficient time given LOL... Cuz i always write alot... until not enuff time for behind d.... but oh well just nice do finish ... Shuld be able to get at least a B? Art was quite... easy also since ytd i've already done my final work, so todae wad i was needed to do is just simply copy the final piece again and colour it... Simple isnt it.. But u try doing this simple task with a bad bad flu... Running nose till like Water fountain -.- feel like sai lor... But , heh 3 hours, just nice for me to complete it.You might be wondering why am i up so late. CUZ IM BECOME GUAI KIA LER! Im actually taking my chem text book out, going to lead portal to mug my chem man.... lols actually im just copying blindly =.= Too sleepy edi, i think tml go sch chiong memorise... Basically thats wad happened todae, oh wait.. i will be uploading a music video in awhile's time... Saw it in forum, and it caused me a emotional wreck man. 1 single song, made me cried for like half an hour den stop siol...This song totally depicts my life sia, only difference is that my grandma is still by my side... Well , enjoy the video... Until next time....~~~ xD

Lyrics + translation for this song.

在細漢的時陣　阮阿嬤對我尚好

When i was young, my grandma would treat me very good　

甲尚好的物伴攏會留乎我

She would leave all the good things for me

伊嘛定定帶我去幼稚園看人在七桃

She would bring me to the kindergarten to watch kids play

看人在辦公伙兒　看人在覓相找

see people work

伊定定跟阮說　叫阮著要好好仔讀冊

she always ask me to study hard

嘸通大漢像恁老爸仔這麼狼狽

not to be like my father, useless

在彼個時陣　阮攏聽攏嘸

when i was small, i didn't listen

阿嬤　你到底是在講什麼a

h ma, what are you talking about

大漢了後　才知影阿嬤的話

when i became older, than i realised what you're saying

我會甲永遠永遠放塊心肝底

i will always remember what you've told me

想可一步一步的過去　定定攏會乎人真難忘時間一分一秒塊過去　在阮的心內定定攏會想到伊

as time passes, you will always be deep in my heart

阿嬤你今嘛在叨位　阮在叫你你甘有聽到

where are you now ah ma, can you hear me

阮的認真甲阮的成功你甘有看到

all my hardwork, can you see it

阮在叫你你知影沒

i'm calling for you, do you know that

阿嬤你今嘛過的好麼　甘有人塊甲你照顧

how are you living your live in the other world

希望後世人阮擱會凍來乎你疼　

i hope in my next life, i can be your grandson again

作你永遠的孫仔

be your grandson forever

擱叫你一聲「阿嬤」

To once again call you : ah ma.

2008-10-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

Heh its been long since i last post eh... Was lazy.... Another lame excuse would be : EXAMS has started.. lols.. im so failing like hell man... todae's physics exam was a disaster... If only i studied ytd instead of dotaing, i would be able to answer the questions.. haiz... if only this if only dat.. roar i go die better man lols... tml is Maths paper 2 only. DnT students needa continue staying tho =P... Well maybe tml cant touch comp liao, needa do my Art work if not thursday der art exam GG... lols.. TML NEED BRING CALCULATOR omg lucky i just remember lol... so.. oh well imma gonna go pack my bag now... tataz...

Please don't ignore me
As you are hurting me
I dun hope you would accept me
But please don't stop me
For having one sided love
Is all i ask

Love is in the air
But it isnt always fair
Some gets the better share
While others don't even get a strand of hair
I do love you deep deep
I doubt you would even care

Senseless isnt craziness
Craziness isnt sadness
Sadness isnt happiness
Happiness isnt selfless
Selfless is my devotedness
Selflessly devoting myself to always be there... =)

Lolmao sudden urge to type out all that for no freak reason ... KKTHXBYE

2008-09-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. actually decided to end todae by going off to sleep.. But since its taking like 8minutes to xfer games to my psp.. So rather use the 8minute to do something useful instead of staring @ monitor.. Life is a circle eh.. Everyday seems the same.. Sleep>wakeup>go school>go home>play comp>sleep.. Sian. Why there isnt exciting happenings man.. Well, went to school late todae. Dunno why dam tired, despite sleeping from sunday 1pm till todae morning. Felt lucky as Desmond, was caught by the stupid armpit,for his long hair.. *my sideburn too long *grins*... ShuoFeng and BeeKuan was playing with a *condom*( well it looks like condom but its uber big? maybe for elephant's lj.) And they were disturbing Velda by throwing it at her head, but soon they changed target, which im the freaking victim, as i hated the smell lolmaos.And i was so tally being smexposed(meaning sexposed/exposed).Beekuan took my phone, wanted to send a "confess" msg to *her*, but ended up didnt send, luckily.. And this whole thing, has taken place so loudly, that i think whole class know that i like someone, but name wasnt mentioned. Well this whole thing basically is started by EDMUND, who took some love confeesion reference from the newspaper.. zz....Dam wad lor, Mr Dzul say he wont be in school cuz he leaving for dunno wad lj course, and he is still freaking in school. Sian man, he ask me to show him my Art tml( which i haven even do), but hu cares... i think i shall show him on thursday(most prolly not). And hmm, Edmund and ShuoFeng came to my house. Shuo Feng was soloing the comp while me and Edmund was playing DJMAX~!.. Afterwhich, felt hungry. Took my food and was frigging angry. One packet of duck rice cost frigging jibai $5..! so ex man, see my grandma easy target to cheat money man... No way i will allow my grandma to tapao from that stall anymore.. Well hmm.. bla bla.. bla bla lols.. time passes..Was intending to play dota, but kena pull down to coffeeshop by grandma to eat. Edmund was rushing me, great timing eh. He even "threaten" me(which i not even paying any attention to it). So i chiong`ed my food. I ordered spaghetti and Teh`o Ice. It came @ 8.22pm, i fiinished it+ reaching home @ 8.26pm... Afterwhich kena stomachache -.-Well played dota with Edmund-lina, Nicholas-Vengeful Spirit,BeeKuan -Luna, Desmond _ Venomancer, Me - Furion. Dam fedup in this match.. At one point, we engaged mid. I sprouted opponent and guess wad, Nicholas went to swap opponent out. That was not the worse part. Right after he did dat i shouted Lanjiao ( i always get tooooo engross in gaming), my grandpa came in and nagged me for 1 hour flat(he totally forbid bad stuff). Dam dam sian man, totally nag me till i headache sia.. Well basically thats alll... hmm... yeah.. and my file transfer has finished so.. KKTHXBYE~

P.S. Special thanks to Nicholas Brodher~.. Thanks for cheering me up~~(I fully understand the reason why u always getss the girl~ =D ) *psst any gals wann yandao + pro sweetalking guy as boyfren can ask me for his number xD*

To Emilia : Hmm lols i put it in my phone long ago. But i totally forget about it PS.. sometimes u needa forget me this short term memory guy =.=
To Heidi Jie : Owh Owh lols lols.. kea keas... jiayou jiayous for ur N`lvls~

2008-09-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

Heh~ Dam bored man.... Weekend... Blink yi xia~ jiu almost end liao... Oh ya... Ytd was English and Chinese paper 1... I was so confident in my chinese... TOO confident... That led me to disaster... Letter writing part was fine.. easy... But... The Compo part totally killed me!!!! The topic is just too hard man... i started well. Para 1 down, para 2 write half way kena stun.. Stunned for half an hour =.=... i re-write 4 time... 4 full pages.. But none was on-topic..Time was up, i handed in the 1 that is most related to topic.. haiz... dam worried mann... After exam , we were suppose to have english oral.. I very guai sia , i actually stayed for the oral.. BUT YOU NOE WAD? Stupid sagger was late... We waited for like 15minutes... Patience has reached its limit, and we left=p....I needa buck up my Physics and science man...
Was supposed to go to mum house @ 3pm.. but was stucked infront of comp..Mum's rushing me now..So i told her after i dl finish psp game den go lols~... And hmm... psp game jus dled finish so.. well... BYE ~~~!

To Jeff : welcome to my humble blog~
To Edmund : lol~
To Belinda : Ohh ohh ic... red looks creepy? 0.0 for me , if i am gonna wear contact lens... Its gonna be purple =)

2008-09-25T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hi alll... miss me ma? heheh =X... Didnt posted in awhile... as... cant relli think of anything to say... =X... Welll.... exams are rearing in~!... and i just noe that exams is starting tml ! =.= die liao... todae.. in sch.. slept for quite a few periods... Went for maths remedial, 1st time i so guai ok =P... Afterwhich went home...While reading newspaper , i suddenly receive a call from Edmund... He asked me to go down to my house void deck, as help is needed... I was wondering wad happened... It was my neighbour's grandpa.. He very poor thing.. Has amnesia , was sent to old folks home as theres no 1 free to take care of him. His daughter(60+years old), has problem taking care of her own , 3 of his grandson have to go work in the morning and afternoon will only be home @ nite.. Well.. basically wad happen was... he would always escape of old folks home, and can only remember the way to my house void deck.. *funny thing is he doesnt even have the strength to stand up.Maybe is.. the will power to go home..that pushed him home..So basically, Edmund and Shuo Feng was confused on wad to do. ( i bet they were).. And they should be glad i noe the old uncle.. *ok enuff of bhb`ing xD*... Shall continue the story. I came down, knowing that he is my neighbour's grandpa. Me and shuofeng carried him home.. tada end of story =)...After which, Edmund and ShuoFeng came to my house and use my comp... While my grandma questioned me, why did i scurried out of house..And of course i told her the whole story.. then she say : next time i old liao also like dat lor~. My reply was : wont la.. the most i put upteen locks on the door lor =P... .. Then she slapped me lightly on the back and smiled.. (cuz she noe i hate capturing ppl's freedom).. Shaldnt think too much... as... exams are near... my mum ahs pinned high hope on me... so ... shall try to not get too all F9 ... but i think most prolly i will.. =.=.. ahh... ! i feel saddened being ignored... by her..... my crush...ahhh im crushed -.= Since young , i love babies... taking care of them... Dunno why this feeling suddenly came back to me... i so wanna take care of babies now!... i kept dream of cute babies... but my grandma say is... *xiao ren* , means its a bad sign...Well hu cares.. BABY IS SOO CUTEE LAAA =).. sweet little cuddly thing, with such cute tiny finger and feet.. cutest part of baby is their hand and feet.. its so tiny man !!!... Ytd i had a "nightmare"... i dreamt that .. i was awaken by a baby girl, its like 4 year old baby girl..? She is so cute can? then i started touching her cheek , sayang her like how i sayang my little cousin last time.. BUT... suddenly .. she stared @ me.. Her mouth open so wide, maciam tiger mouth. And she bite me in the neck... And i woke up perspiring... Its so scary can... but.. it still doesnt change my love for babies... =) wonder if she like baby? hmmm >< DUN XIANG y y HOR! its just a pure innocent thought if she likes baby anot! =.=... Well.. erm... i think shall stop here.. cuz needa remember the format for tml's english n chinese paper 1....

2008-09-20T09:35:00.001+08:00

L0ng l0ng time ago. Theres a boy name Don~.. and he hasnt posted in awhile .. xD Hi all.... well.. pass few days.. are as boring as usual... so shallnt emphasize more.... Either im just thinking too much, again. Or.. she is relli totally treating me as invisible... T.T ... its like... She will just chit-chat with ppl, borrow things from ppl. But... whenever i try to talk to her, she will just look around and random reply : "ah, hmm, ok..".. Won't even bother paying any attention to me..... Am i relli so ugly? Am i relli so tao ren yan ?.. Why issit that my love for her is depleting all of a sudden. So many characters are popping out from no where. Is that dream of mine becoming true, that positions will be swapped..?..Ahhh!!!!!!!! crazY craZy crAzy cRazy Crazy!... Why am i dreaming of "her" instead of my crush...Why i feel so sad when both of them ignores me.. Am i becoming hua hua gong zi... WAD HAS GOTTEN INTO ME ROAR............!
/End.exe
Went Round viewing other blogs... well stumbled upon one blog... and.. well.. guess.. im relli hated by all... so well... basically... it answered my question above... hmmm well...
Where i do wrong, tell me in the face. Dun backstab please.. i beg u ALLL.. tell me IN THE FACE.. Don't like wad i am, dun be my friend la... wad for backstab backstab...

To Heidi Jie : wth? he so wu ji ask him ownself jump lor... Den did daws jump?
To Farizuan : kea linking u soon...
To Belinda : lols... grey is coloured... but it is so dull... LoLs red looks so sinister
To Shuo Feng : =.=

2008-09-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

Short post for todae.. Nth to post.. Time passed like falling water from mountain. School was as boring as usuall, hmmph!.. Edmund and ShuoFeng came my house and play CS and Dota(most of the time sf playing )...Spent the rest of my time dota`ing, after they left... Dota all the way till now lor... Can see how no life i am rite -.-.. haiz.. bored bored.. rot here rot there rot everywhere.KKTHXBYE.

To Emilia : LoL still so far from now...
To Ah NicNic : LoLs . IMO quite plain... but the... hidden words dam cool...
To Belinda : Bleh ;P .... go get coloured contacts la~~ nicer.. grey like dull dull -,-

2008-09-14T06:50:00.000+08:00

Was forumning.. stumbled upon 2 cool tattoo design... Althought i hate tattoo`ing , but i just simply wanna share this 2 cool tattoo design =P
1st Pic- If you look as it is, it is written ANGEL.. Turn ur head 180 degree, it is DEVIL. Figure it out urself
2nd Pic- Same concept as the 1st. But for the 2nd pic.. If you look as it is, it is written DEATH.. Again Turn ur head 180 degree, and you will see it written LIFE....

Please do a eye check up if you totally cant figure it out..

2008-09-14T04:37:00.000+08:00

Wooosh...~! At last, i've gotten over my foul mood... Well, weekend is basically gone in a blink of an eye? hmms... maybe ish i too engrossed in pimpin my desktop =P... See above that pic~~~ CHIO BO xD spent quite a long time to pimp 1 kea.... although abit memory hogging and abit useless la.. But... itss for deco lor... xP can say is to make me happy lor... Erm, todae.. woke up @ ard 2+ , heh heh i noe i ish piggy =P. Then played like 2 rounds of dota wit Edmund-the-Always-moody-Guy,Nicho-brodhey,yihao-theChioBu and dennis-theJiaoBin xD... Play until 4+ den longpang grandma's taxi to my grandpa shop to get the vacumn cleaner(my grandpa wanna gib my mum 1).And pei grandma to dancing place.. Ate chicken rice and fried carrot cake there..I told the bloody auntie i dun wan skin and bone for my chicken rice... And she bloody served me chicken rice with bone and skin, still nvm hor, BLOODY CHICKEN SO FAT AND OILY... Luckily todae i flu, eat also no taste... den in the end eat dao clean clean .. cuz veh hungry..=X..Afterwhich went to mum's house... The very second she saw me, she shouted : Ni tou fa wei shen me bian chen MUO KU! (means why my hair become mushroom) ... Then i told her everything lor, from attire check until i zhao sch lor... It became joke of the day for her?-.-... One thing she said made me so relieve is : "If your teacher wanna suspend you for excaping sch ask him/her call me, i wanna reason with him why turn ur hair into mushroom, think wad? my son's hair is flower pot for baber-in training to anyhow cut ah?"....heh heh ~ fun bodoh... I relli wanna see My mum VS DMs... cfm shiok sia... Hmm.. then around 9+ left my mum house to fetch my grandma. Went home together... While waiting for taxi hor, SIBEI TULAN 1 SIA.. knn we always be gud citizen, queue up @ taxi stand. Then everytime got taxi come, Friggin bastards who purposely dun wan queue @ taxi stand would KS our taxi ... fck rite dis kind of ppl? Not civil-minded wan sia..Then after like... 20+ minutes of waiting? then we finally nvr kena ks...Then went HOME SWEET HOME. KKTHXBYE~

To Belinda : lols y? miss me har =P
To Heidi Jie : got alot to say thats y long lor =X

2008-09-12T10:26:00.000+08:00

Fucking attire check fucking suck la... Jibai. Fuck Mr T**, Mr F**** man. Wish him cross road kena langga by car la, eat fishball tio chock la, fuck his wife until his lanjiao stuck inside la jibai. You all must be wondering what the fuck am i talking bout. I shall cool down and explain. As per normal, todae is attire check day. Al line up in rows to be checked. When its my turn, Dm of our school, said i passed. Then fucking Mr T** came and tell Dm to give me form just to record down. Then DM gave me n 3 other of my fren the form, as they also same prob : long fringe ONLY. RECORD ONLY.. Afterwhich we were sent down to basement. At first, me n my classmate already say ok liao : if 100% must cut , we rather go home. Fucking Mr F**** insist us to wait until Dm come den decide. What do you call a Men who doesn't have his own decision/mind? Fucking chao ah gua. Kea After Dm came, we tot we are finally saved. BUT NO! DM fcking force us to stay to get our fringe cut. We say simi lan jiao reason he also dun agree, only agree to cut our fringe for FREE. WHO FCKING CARE ABOUT FREE? DO YOU FUCKING NOE MY FRINGE IS FROM MID OF MAY KEEP UNTIL NOW 1 LEH, WHATS MORE? ITS ONLY FCKING BELOW EYEBROW BY ALITTLE BIT. Kena forced down, and fringe gone. I tot cut alittle bit only. Afterwhich me and my fren goes to toilet tgt. Yi bian walk yi bian rant. The second i see my fringe , im so fucking pissed can? KAN NIN LAO BU CHAO JI BAI LA MY "HARD-KEEP" FRINGE WAS SO BLOODY FUCKING SHORT.. Went back to class, retrieve my bag, and ran out of school. Was halted by the security guard, and i made up an excuse on the spot : Attire check fail kena send home la, Dm call my mum liao la, he say can go home liao.. Then he started to take down what i say... =.= like i fucking care man. Go ahead and write wadever la, i dun fucking care liao la, want suspend me from school, go ahead and suspend la. If next year i kena retain i also gonna quit school already. I DON'T FUCKING CARE. KKTHXBYE~!!

P.S. I put " *** " instead of thier name simply cause i noe i might be sued for scolding full name in blog .. =)

2008-09-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hehes... was suppose to blog an entry ytd... but was too engrossed in finding my lappy's theme, thus forgotten to blog xD The pic u see above is my current fav theme hahas =)... chio rite... spent whole nite finding der sia... Yesterday, not relli boring day... Got some "happenings" ... After Chinese lesson, i was suppose to go dental (hell)... I suddenly felt my pocket very empty.. *touch touch* WTF WHERES MY HANDPHONE... i began ransacking my bag, under table, the area where i am sitting..I began to panick, as my mum says that phone is gonna be my last phone ,until i can earn my own money then i can buy new 1 for myself... Was "chased" out of class as POA teacher come liao...Went to Lit class to tell Miss Chan i needa find my phone, and beekuan accompanied me.. Went into POA class to ransack my table again to no avail..Lazy to explain what happen next... But Belinda found my phone ~! 原来 is i left my phone on top of my bag, and it dropped on the fall while retrieving my bag... Then Belinda picked it up and went to toilet -.-.. Well THANK YOU BELINDA~~!. After which , i happily go to hell(dental) =.=" I was called there cuz my teeth got hole, then they needa put filing to cover it up.. THE PROCESS OF DIGGING OUT THE OLD FILING IS FCKING PAIN OK.. Dig the hole, dig until teeth still nvm, but due to the fact that the cavity is just too deep, they friggin dig until my gum.. !! after 15minute of toture, im released !! WOO!! Well thats basically YESTERDAY~.. Nothing special for me to blog about todae...After school all Sec 3 express needa attend the stupid oral course, but as expected i pontang`ed =P... OH YA... GOT TERMITE IN MY HOUSE T.T . Was taking out the wok from the cupboard, and saw a few termite "strolling" happily in the wok, and too i happily flush them down the sink... Wonder if theres more in the cupboard T.T... Hmm.. guess.. thats all for todae gua, until next time~ =P

To HeidiJie : lols i more n more dun understand ur meaning lols.. I cfm noe Allen's son.. but.. 0.0 blurred.

To Belinda : hahas.. i told ju i squeeze out my brain juice ma... Squeeze awhile nia alll pop out liao..

2008-09-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

PE gan bo liao.. Those who fail NAPFA 2.4KM run, need to do thier retake(im in too).. All say STEADY LA WALK LIAO LA... inthe end.. Out of school pei wo slow run bu dao few second, everysingle soul around me gone liao.. knn..GMNA(got mouth no action. Then dulan lor... walk walk.. then went to the MAMASHOP(outside school) to buy mentos.. Afterwhich made a U-turn, walked back to find the rest.. BeeKuan and Leon Zoomed passed like F1 race car like dat..Followed by HongSheng and Belinda, then Benjamin. Saw some one in a far distance, it was yulynn(not F1car =( )..She was walking.. i tot she's last, so pei her walk from backgate all the way to front gate lols.. MrWoo tot i run finish already, gaved me "my timing" 18minute -.-(fact is i haven even complete 1 round LMAO).. After which went down to basement..3C and 3D's dancers was practicing their dances.. And the rest were cheering... Verryy veryy veryy the sian u noe -.- For unknown reason, i was feeling dam freaking sleepy all of a sudden.. Basically slept thru all lessons..SS = Sleeping period..Lit class was funny 1 tho.. Me, BeeKuan, ShuoFeng, Edmund(sick), the 4 piggies.. was sleeping .. Im not sure bout the rest... but i am sure i heard someone saying : go kiss the 4 sleeping frogs to see whether the phrase Qing Wa Bian Wang Zi(Frog become prince) is correct... I zitao wake up after hearing that sia.. then like got few ppl like laugh...But... after few minute went back to dreamland -.-...Wonderful bell rang, and off i go for recess...Sibei sian.. Right after recess was Sagging period...Again.. KPKB over there blah blah, no REAP mark .. blah blah and more blah.. Totally cannot sleep lor.. Sagger keep waking me up.. zz.. 1 hour of HELL, passed quickly(HENG AH!).Followed by another hell -.- MATHS TEST... my eye felt like its carry 10Ton weight.. *looks @ test paper* GG -.- All dunno how to do.. bombed like 2 question and fell asleep hahas.. Woke up @ CME lesson, cuz we gotta go to hall.. We went to hall cuz FT(form teacher) intend to let 3C dancers to practice..While the rest of are , GETS TO PLAY BADMINTON WOOOOO!.. long time nvr play badminton liao siol... So freaking fun.. played with Desmond,ShuoFeng,DengJu,CherSee... Long time nvr play liao, skill deproved alot..Backhand accuracy maciam blind man playing badminton...Then.. Home sweet home lor... xD Edmund and ShuoFeng came to my house to play dota.... Once they left.. boredom knocked on my door again...Went to chat in forum... Due to the fact it is so dead, i went to Garena and play dota with Nicholas and Edmund.. Cant concentrate @ alll as my grandpa was nagging beside my ear, and anyhow playing my guitar... ROAR...Nicholas dam emotional todae.. played 1 round nia jiu bu yao play ler.. So.. boring me went on to play CounterStrike..5v5 match and my team freaking own siol =) Total team Score : 352Kills 92 Death. My own Score : 82Kills 31Deaths =P Despite of my kills.. my death dragged my position to 4th =(

2008-09-08T02:52:00.000+08:00

hehe sibei short entry for today as i am currently using handphone to blog....lmao...i think theres anysoul reading my blog...its so dead...holiday sibei fast you mei you..?一眨眼 Jiu end liao....maciam speed of light-.-woke up@4pm today due to the fact that i sleep late last night xD..same thing lor forum until 8 den go down makan...ate fish n chip n made a prank out of it(i'll post pic later)...afterwhich went home lor....chat wit nic in msn about garena thingy which i went to install out of curiosity...found out that it is quite cool man...its counter strike lan no lag 1 sia ...played 1 round of cs only as nic ask me to play dota wit him....played quite a few round with lots of guai lan hao lian kia...n tada here am i blogging lor lmao...nic say my way of typing very gayT.T...but i rike xD....i also nvr twit until like those mapletard out there wad sobsobs...i dunno how to act cute irl ...lemme act cute with my typing ok?...k la shall stop here

2008-09-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii ALLLLLLL! haven posted in awhile.. been emoing lately(not noeing why)... feeling very down.. thinking about loads n loads of things... past,present,future.. I think im crazy. Btw ytd was quite a ... fun.. day? xD jialing "organised" group study... study together... @hougang mall macdonalds.. i brought my math holiday hmwk , while she brought her science books.. I arrived there 1st.. waited awhile.. JIALING WAS LATE xD.. Ordered food to makan(scared kena chase out of mac). Instead of studying, we began chit-chatting.. bout lots of things... chat until no topic... den automatically starts to revise hmwk LOL... Jialing eyes is uber sharp can... While reading her science books, she saw ZhengYi "fly" pass us.... Wanna prank call her, but JiaLing zitao tell her we at mac lols...Then started talking wu eh bo eh again... -.- Then the girls decided to buy "bread" as birthday present for ShouFeng.. as his birthday is todae lols... Time sure fly veli fast hor... Shanon joined us @ ard 4.35... den again talk talk. We talk cock like hell -.- Then Shanon buay tahan us , wanna act dunno us... LOL.. Ard 6pm.. Rujun and Eunice came..... Jialing borrowed my PSP to playing DJ max with Eunice... While they play, me, shanon and zhengyi got uber bored, so we went up to buy... the... "bread" xD... BlaBla time flys again.. then all went home.. LOL....
Today
Todae was math remedial day... Its quite pointless IMo, as Mr Yeo only gave us some notes to do and we can go home.. lols... waste time rite? -.-... afterwhich Shanon and Jialing came and gave ShuoFeng the PRESENT =) And told him only to open it after he reach home....Afterwhich, me, Shuofeng, and BeeKuan.. took bus to NETFORCE(lanshop).. While waiting for the rest ( Kelvin,Dj,Desmond,etc etc..) we accompany BeeKuan to nearby's Petrol Station der Cheers to buy his mashpotato.. He ate while walking, accidentally lao chiu, spill tio his shirt..xD.. Then we went in to Netforce to see ppl play while waiting for them... SUDDENLY, Beekuan recieve a sms , saying the rest not coming liao... WTH!!! waste of time...sia... Me and Shuo Feng decided to eat @kovan before we go home, and beekuan accompanied us this time.... We finally decide to eat @ KFC.... @ there we met Nicolas,Zhiyong,Addy and 2 3D girls... They have just came out from their remedial....So.. we chitchat`ed while eating ...after chitchating n eating.. We pei SF to wait for his gan mei,kelly... Shuofeng says she is very small size even though she sec 2 already...I didnt relli think she was THAT small until she came... maciam primary sch kid you mei you...played with sand, use leg to "build" sand castle n kicking it (lol childish)...Then all started to leave 1 by 1... Me and Nicholas intend to take bus 115 to my house there the bus stop then change bus... But somehow the bus was out of service... so we decided to walk all the way from kovan to my house lols(ard 10mins walk)... we chitchat`ed along the way... talked bout.. things, LOL obviously..Finally reach my house's bus stop...Since am uber bored, so pei nic wait for bus... Soon, his bus came,he left,and im alone again... Went home... emo`ed emo`ed emo`ed till fell asleep LOL....

P.S i wont be updating as often... no idea why..the mood isnt there xD

2008-09-02T05:41:00.000+08:00

Uber bored now... so copycat belinda and took the random blog quiz =P I've done alot of the quizzes available , but below are few, that are quite true about me =)

You Are an Eyebrow Piercing

You are unique, quirky, and more than a little eccentric.

You cultivate the weirder sides of your personality, and you don't mind sharing them.

Ever since you were a kid, you've had strong opinions. You've never been like everyone else, and you're okay with that.

And you've always been able to tell people exactly what you think - even when they don't want to hear it.

You love to create, dream, imagine, and communicate. You live in your own universe.

And unlike most people who live in their own little world, you're happy to invite anyone in!

What Piercing Are You?

Your Friendliness Score is 68 (Friendly)

No doubt about it, you are a good friend and a friend to many.

You're one of the first people your friends call when they have news.

You are quite popular, and your circle of friends is always growing.

And while you are always making new friends, you are careful not to leave your old friends behind.

While you are a great friend, you're not perfect. Sometimes you slip a little.

Make sure to listen to your friends and make time for them. Occasionally they feel a little neglected.

How Friendly Are You?

You Are Black Tea

You have a bold personality. You're not afraid of simply being yourself.

You have the courage to speak the truth. You are fearless in your actions.

You come off as a bit intimidating and unapproachable. Only confident people are attracted to you.

You don't try to scare off anyone. You're just an intense person!

What Kind of Tea Are You?

You Live in the Past

You spend most of your time thinking about what has happened - not what's happening.

Your mind is consumed with memories and nostalgia.

And while living in the past may feel therapeutic or comfortable, it's not helping you.

Whatever has happened to you (good or bad), you're going to have to get over it.

Once you stop living in the past, you'll wake up to the world around you.

The present is a pretty great place to be.

Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.

You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.

Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:

Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.

If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...

You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:

Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.

Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.

A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:

Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:

Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.

Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.

Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:

Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.

Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.

Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

2008-08-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

YEEEEOOOO alll =) Ytd was quite *busy* playing psp , thus forgetting to post xD Edmund say dunnid everyday post der ! But... i wan to xD Everyday is the same.. boring sch day -.- Todae sibei sian 4periods of Mother Tongue... its to compensate for the time taken by Olympic week. Rot in class until recess. And something happened during recess. A sec 1 boiboi was *soloing* ( alone quarreling) with a bunch of malay bengs... Uber funny lor, that boi keep scolding ccb,knn,etc etc.. while the malay guy there keep saying : "aiya see u small la dun bully u.. faster go la SMALL boy,go la.. " Like sibei bo ji you mei you -.- At last the Boiboi walk away (i think he ran out of vulgarities to scold xD)... *Fun* didnt end here tho... after the boi walk away, Nicolas came with a *paiseh+angry+sorry* expression... Yuan lai he is accidentally spill his curry noodle's soup on Emilia's shirt...lols..~ Edmund came n say Emilia was on *fire*(furious) LOL!... Well.. recess ended.. went back to class. Emilia STRIPPED in class (no la just take off her sch uniform, inside got alternative uniform), then sit there complain shoulder pain... MATH LESSON WAS SO _l_... For no reason Mr Yeo want me to sit @ front row of the class for all his lesson T.T i hate sitting infront can? no fan to blow, cant sms nor sleep=(...After sch Mdm Low asked Reg.Number 1-12 to stay back for oral... Kah Hui n Belinda was busy finding ppl to replace them lols.. i couldnt help them cuz i've an 'appointment' after sch... But since Kah Hui's reg.number was quite infront, so i agreed to help.. THEN~! Friggin shyt, Mdm Low came in saying Oral will be delayed till 2.45pm (which i CMI for it)... Then nw is become me busy finding replacement , LOL! Mdm Low was late, Pei Sze n gang wait until buay tahan liao, so decide to go off(quite a relieve for me as i finally can stop haunting for replacement -.-)... After that.... *lazy explain* ..Went Home~~ played PSP till now (11.39pm)...Next week ish HOLIDAY woooo! I requested my marmmie to bring me along with her to work , to earn $$... but she rejected n ask me to stay home to study =(... Guess its gonna be 1 week of home-rotting ^.^? Shall go off to lalaland now =)

To Ferlyn : Yeah long long time ago xD
To Z-ynnn : u still haben link me wor, auntie -.-
To 我是ED(: : Lols Ps la... didnt notice ma...
To ThyPrettyBoy : i told u answer edi ah.. dun say bu gou brother hor -.-
To Simone : wah~ If tell = not secret liao xP
To Belinda : hahas bored ma dat time xD ps la =) tc ah =)
To Heidi Jie : lols gud rah u can pass... IIRC my current english percentage is 40..

2008-08-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

HIIIII alll ... Didnt post for the pass 3 days cuz wasnt @ home.. went to MARMIES house =) Quite moody now for no reason 0.0!

Friday
Became guai kia n goes for art lesson (if dun go = 0 mark for EOY xD)..Nth much, just sit there like a drawing robot for 1 hours...Pro eh? /bhb -.-... Nth much happened after recess, Rotting in class, waiting for 2.30pm to come as we r going to T3 Airport ! Was having bad bad bad flu, so ran home to eat medicine, n ran back sch, to find out that the bus was just about to go off. Tot it would be fun @ T3, but i was wrong ! YES! ITS TOTALLY BORING... Ask me a math fail de noob to go there for Math trail *claps* -.-.. Didnt even bother to look @ the worksheet lor..Basically, rotting AGAIN @ T3 xD... Bored until buay tahan, then remembered Belinda said to me at the entrance of T3 : " DUN GET LOST IN T3 WOR! " ... So i came up with a devious plan..i sms`ed her : " help! im lost =(" .... Tot its fun... bout.. i made her angry =( SORRY BELINDA!.. Due to that joke, i kena 6 hard whack from her until i zitao on the spot gong diao..Then bla bla time pass so fast , its time to go home , AWWW! bye stupid T3...I STM cant remember what happened after that liao xD

Saturday&Sunday
Nothing much happened wor..Sleep over @ mum's house .. Play PSP, Do my art Board 2 den spend whole day thinking of board 3(to no avail), eat&sleep.. Again, time FLEE FLY FLEW~ n its sundae night , so... went back to hougang house.

Todae
Fast day todae was... Go school > look at her back view> went home n eat lunch.Spent whole afternoon n evening to Dota Dota Dota.When i was starting to own with my LR, my internet DCED! fck suay sia.. Afterwhich become uber guai kia 7pm jiu guai guai follow grandma go eat( becuz was tulan bout that dota match). And chat with my mei for awhile...After she went off9, i cracked my brain, squeeze out all my brain juice and FINALLY finished my blog!! WOOHOO n TADA here i am typing wall of text (i doubt anyone will read until here) . So... welll hand tired liaos, so i shall rest for the day ... NITES!

Replies

To Heidi Jie Jie : Tag Tag ni liao . Link u in awhile =)
To Pencil : What u mean by : "can eat anot? " eat wad? btw sry for not replying u in msn as i was dotaing just nw
To ThePrettyBoy NICHO~ : L0Ls u sure? alot ppl guess wrong cuz the gang of girls the hairstyle same same =)

2008-08-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Secretly Drew my crush(didnt get to draw face cuz lesson over ): )
Basically emo`ed the whole morning...Went sch late,totally absolutely failed Literature Common test, English teacher say that im a gone case as i already failed 2 out of 4 test..Art gg, Math gg, Science gg, SS gg, Lit gg, even english also gg... Guess sch life's over, eh? Have already decided that if kena retain instead of promoting to sec 4, i will quit sch...Bo bian.. Everything is destined..Thus trying my best to enjoy my remaining sch life...=( Was quite busy from afternoon till nw...Busy finding +converting song +finding lyrics...
LOVE IS IN THE AIR~(NOT!), this month is quite a sad month, many frens n gans around me are having frenship n BGR prob...Hope everything will be back to normal soon,real soon =)

2008-08-18T23:54:00.001+08:00

Todae bad luck siol... Pontang Art lesson tio caught... thx to OCC! Actually wana go home liao lor...then he keep continue playing my psp. Mr Collin came n pull us to Art room =.= Hear art teacher nagging for few minutes den went in art room -.-.. but... also.. not bad rah, as in.. go in art class, get to see my angel... love her todae's hairstyle, made her uber pretty den usual lor =)...Around 8pm dat time, i spotted something far from my house. Theres red glowing light (few upteen KM away).. It like flashing, i guess is someplace kena big fire, reli BIG fire.. as it can even "shine" up into the sky...discuss bout this in forum, but no 1 seems to believe...Rare sighting eh?

Mei Mei u finally chill down liao eh? =) gud,maintain ok?
Bxxxxxx u ok mahs? Me n Ed worried wor... seems like ur avoiding us? if thats the case , we shall stop prying into ur life. Wo bu yao even fren dou mei der zhuo, ok?

2008-08-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

Woke up quite early todae, thx to EDMUND smsing me -.-Spent most of my day forumning again. Happy thing that happened todae was that the number i ask my grandma to buy 4D, opened. Although its just consolation prize($120), but better den nth rite? So as a reward, she brought be out to eat beef steak =) I felt useless.. 2 ppl around me was feeling down n sad yet i couldnt consol them...haiz.. Mei mei n someone(yeah u Bxxxxxx)... dun think too much... theres always better things around you.. Dun just look at things on the dark side, theres the bright side too... Seeing yuall emo, makes me feel sad n useless (only being able to be bystander).... So cheer up keas u 2. Mei return to ur chubby mode(i dun wan see ur cucumber face on next outing), n Bxxxxxx return to ur uber active mode , felt so weird without ur screams n shouts, ok? =)

2008-08-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

Lu Bian Tan Uncle!(no rah is my kor xD)

Hi all... didnt posted ytd cuz went to stay overnite at marmie's house.Kena forced to eat veggie =( but turned out to be quite nice hahas =)... Todae is boring day *everyday is boring dae anyway*-.-.. Went to meet jie jie~Den pei her go scare Kor, but turn out to be Kor scare us hahas...Its bazaar nite, bought quite many ex stuff @ cheap price.. 1st time i tao jia huan jia siol(bargain).. felt like lao uncle -.-.. Quite a fun thing to do also(no wonders aunties are doing it everyday)...I felt dat i've been thinking abit too much lately hahs! Maybe i needa go for brainwashing course ah..-.-

2008-08-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

So Sian.... Kena nightmare todae again... Dreamt bout whole family back to what was last time, whole family running around cause kena chase by ghost... blah blah .. Dun feel like explaining further. I hasnt had nightmares for years... but it is back, i guess, continuously for 2 days edi..hope tonite wil have a gud nite sleep.. Done many faults todae, i think i made someone seriously angry, or maybe i r thinking to much agains -.- Sibei TIRED, took a total of four hours worth of bus ride, to get *something*, to surprise *someone* tml xD..Just came back from marmies house, she cook curry fish for me HAHAS, uber nice i tell u, but am not gonna share ! bleh ...Shall stop here cause need to go help out with something.BYE!

2008-08-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hehez, was uber bored... sho came to create a blog... well..nth to say -.- YesterdaY was a tiring day fer me...Ran here ran there, Search here search there just for *something*.But its worth it cuz its for *someone*. Basically nth happened todae..Went tuh sch as usual, felt uber sleepy, might be because ytd nite's nightmare.. It seemed quite real n its a repetitive dream -.- I dreamt that i woked up as my usual sch day timing, bath>brush teeth>wear sch U>leave house. Elevator was taking too long so i decided to take the stairs..Was at 3rd floor(IRL i once broke my leg @ this storey),i saw this old uncle he pulled my shoulder, i shook off his hand and walk away.But didnt bother much as im gg to be late.Went i reach the ground floor, i saw lots of wondering soul, most of them look like dat old uncle hu pulled my shoulder.They were in torn, bloodstained sleeveless Tshirt, short pants, and slippers.I felt myself waking up, and this whole senerio repeated thrice. So well dats... basically it... hahs!

THANKS ALOT TO BELINDALIAW WHO HELPED ME WITH THE BLOG MAKING~
*mostly done by her -.-*